#shcc it

Hannigram. BUT LIKE, THE PEOPLE WHO SHIP IT AND WHO HATE IT?? Being in the Hannibal fandom is like stepping on egg shells more than any other fandom I’ve been in?? Because the people who hate Hannigram are intense, and the people who ship it are intense, and everybody is intense, so I’m constantly reading everyone’s blog and rules and bios and info from top to bottom 20x over so that I don’t accidentally reference Hannigram and get blocked, or say something like “the way Will looked at Hannibal when they first got to that cliff was like ‘I could push you now but there’s still 20 mins left in this season you fucking prick,’” and get blocked. Like, the series is done, the shipping wars are over, but look out for the fuckin landmines. 

          ❛ this shit’s FUCKED UP ; you know that right ?? ❜ he didn’t usually think that sort of think, but fuck if his own fucked up mind didn’t think so at that point.

                    ‘ better ? ’ he asks airily, but the room is dim ( the shitty lamp in the corner gives off about as much light as a dying firefly ) and he’s quick enough to get back beneath the covers so to pull them back up above his middle. it’s hardly a sense of modesty – he lost that ages ago, about the same time he decided he prefers crawling in bed with people he’s only recently met. that said, ‘ well, if i’m not going to bother with clothes, might as well give me something i can bother with. ’ ( if he sounds as ridiculous as he feels saying it – which he does, teddy is sure – then he won’t blame the other male if he starts uncontrollably laughing ; teddy would. )

            it’s not that he generally minded the other, fuck, he was his only fucking friend in this god forsaken town, but with his fucking mother being the constant bitch that she was, he was on edge all over again. fingers tapping against the kitchen counter, he did his very best to relax his clenched jaw when he turned to look at the other. ❛ the fuck’s that to me then ?! ❜

I don’t think it was until after Teddy hit his mid-twenties that he became more comfortable with them. Even still, Teddy prefers to have sex in the dark; even though his partners can feel the scars, he’s less okay with his partners seeing them ( even if it was just a one night stand ).

Doggy style lets him do the same if he’s playing the more dominant role -- though, tbh, Teddy prefers this position when he’s under a man.

       “ Oh. You’re not Destiny... or at least not my destiny.” heh. the small sound escapes as she laughs at herself. with no one to reprimand her puns she lets them free. “ Wait, you’re the cousin right? Peter? ”