#shashwat

As I was checking out someone at the register today, this chick recognize the name on my bracelet. She dated Shash a year before he passed and reassured me it only lasted for a month... I felt something drop in the pit of my stomach because the last person who recognized his name was a couple months ago. There is always someone that asks what my bracelets means because they see "My Swag > Your Swag" and I tell them the story and sometimes the color on their face disappears. But this girl, Gaby, she and I talked about how weird it is that it's going to be three years... My heart sinks to the bottom because Shash should be here... at Madison or where ever he wants to continue with Debate... Join the Peace Corp... I always think of where he would be if he was still alive. Like he would have been at that Fall Out Boy concert in September. I made a promise that I would go see them live and I'm glad I kept it.