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I just need a minute to cry and let my hurt out. I don't know how strong I am because I tend to be surrounded by people that drag me down, claim to lift me up and in the end drag me down. I don't need that in my life no more. When will people understand let me do as a say and say as I do. Let me be me, live my life and, be loyal like they claim they are. I need people to show me that not say it. Like damn I can't fuck with everyone like I used to anymore. All these followers and never enough leader. Fuck it if I'm mess, 2 faced, nasty and what ever else you wanna think of me think it. But you can never walk an inch in my shoes and tell me how to live my life ever again. #Me #HPJ #sharingmytruths #livebymyemotions

MOTHERHOOD consist of lots and lots of up's and downs... i mean EVERY dang day! And many times in one single day too! .. I woke up this morning with my son quietly climbing in to my bed and giving me morning snuggles...those are truly one of the most joyful moments of motherhood. I wanted to just freeze the moment but time does not wait for no one even if you're a singlemom! .. Almost every time before we leave the house...he starts whining about how he doesn't like his breakfast, or he doesn't want to go to school, he whines about his clothes and some other stuff that i honestly just try to tune out in my head as i try to beat the time and make it out the door on time...it's a need for a deep breath by the time we finally get in the car. .. Dropping him off to school is a hit or miss on being pleasant...he often grabs on to me tightly and beg for 5 hugs and 5 kisses before i go.... then i go to work....😥 .. That hour of drive from work to his daycare in the evening becomes a blessing than anything! It's tiring but it's also a time to re-center myself. I need that! Work might be over at 5pm but i gotta put on my "Mom-hat"...it's not over until he goes to bed... Yup! Thats a day in the life of this Momma!! But because of HIS great love and mercy... i know i can do this again tomorrow... #Ephesians2:4 #motherhood #lifewithatoddler #singleparenting #parenthood #parenting #momlife #Godknowswhatyouneed #truthaboutmotherhood #moments #Momblogger #tumblr #keepingitreal #blessed #praywirhoutceasing #faith #LoveGod #gratefulformyGod #momentsofmine #sharingmytruths