#shapetfu

Going 90s Goth as fuck on this sports bar tonight.

I get sad when I have too much alcohol: I often think this is a recent development, until I realize I've been dealing with that since about the first time I really started to drink alcohol semi-regularly which was sophomore year in college. I do not know what I want to do with my life--I can't imagine living the remaining portion of it. I am not as straightforward as I have claimed to be, but I am remainingly as reliable as I've claimed to be. I keep trying things lately and they mostly keep failing, which I guess is the point of trying. It is hard for me not to get discouraged, but it is also hard for me to fully, completely give up. 

Yeah okay whatever. (Me covering "Both Sides Now" - Joni Mitchell )

Gave myself bangs, y'all. Got myself gussied up because it's the weekend. Spent too much time at bars in Manhattan.

What I do during a hurricane: stay up until 3AM unabashedly copying this amazing cover of "No Children" by the Mountain Goats