Walker Chapter 1
1.
â...those who love you best, anâ are with you to thâ end...â
Thereâs a person, a living one, singing. I recognize the song, from ages ago, I could sing along, if I wanted to, but I donât. Why would you do that, I think, you fuckinâ idiot, youâre drawinâ âem right towards you.
The dead aren't deaf after all, no matter how easy that pun is. And even with her eyes rotted off, a shambles can still hear, can still know from where the sound is coming. It can still go through the basic thinking process of âthe sound my food makes is in that direction, therefore my food is there, too,â even if in its stupid, rotted brain ânoise food makesâ means âevery little fucking sound ever.â
The singing vanishes, which isnât surprising. These tunnels are rabbit-warrens dug by humans, sprawling under what was a city, once. Sound carries strangely down here, as though Echo were living always a few steps ahead. I donât speak, down here, unless I have to, or like to think I don't.
A few moments later, the voice is back whoever they are, they canât be going very far around, just in circles, maybe, which is easy down here. I canât hear the exact words, here, just vague sound and what almost sounds like ârise again,â before they go quiet.
Great, one of the cuckoos then, probably. Singing an old song as a new hymn to whatever it is they call the shambles. The blessed, I think, or something, I donât have to remember what they call it to know that theyâre stupid.
Iâm carrying a softball bat, which is smaller than a baseball bat sure, but itâs still metal, and it still can destroy the only thing that keeps a shambles walking easily. And softball is just the better sport. I just have to make sure not to get overwhelmed, which will be easy enough. I consider seeking out the person who was singing and just whacking them over the head. Smash the skull so they donât go to shambles, put them out of whatever misery induced stupidity theyâre in. Stop them from drawing all the shambles in this little section of corridors to me. Maybe, if they have something on them, get food, or ammo for Laina. Maybe they even have pills on them. That would be nice.
But no, that would mean finding them, and there is a sound to a skull being hit by a bat. Itâs a good sound to hear when the thing Iâm hitting is only formerly a person but with a real person itâs not worth the risk. And maybe theyâre nice, not an idiot, maybe theyâre just lost.
Their voice was broken, even though itâs stupid as fuck for them to be singing, their voice was broken. And I know that song they were singing, and maybe itâs desperate hope and not idiot after-made religion.
It turns out I donât have to worry too much about finding them. Iâm making my way through a tunnel with old, long unelectrified tracks running along part of the floor, seeking an almost entirely blocked from the outside world subway station I originally entered the tunnels through. I hear the singing again.
It cuts off suddenly. I hear laughter and a gunshot.
Sound of rotted flesh collapsing on itself. Theyâre close.
Running footsteps, and the sound of worn rubber soles halting suddenly on metal and concrete floor. âYouâre not rotted,â the person says. Theyâre bleeding, or possibly were bleeding, but theyâre definitely not a shambles- could they be a reborn, stuck down here somehow? Theyâre holding the gun in one hand- some old lesson from forever ago makes me automatically think donât hold your finger over the trigger, idiot but I donât know what kind of gun it is specifically. Handgun, obviously, but beyond that, I donât know. The bullets will probably fits Lainaâs.
If they have a gun, then they have ammo. Thatâs just how this works. Maybe I can get some.
âNo,â I reply, and they grin, broad and horrible. Theyâre wearing a worryingly stained labcoat- thereâs a cut to them, I can recognize it even though itâs not white, even though itâs dry-rust-blood colored. Theyâre wearing a hat.
âOh, good,â they say, âdid you hear me singing?â they ask, and I nod. âYou gonna try and hit me over the head with that?â they say, looking at my bat. âI could shoot you if you did, I have four bullets left.â
âIt wouldnât hurt me long,â I say, and their grin widens. âYou only have four bullets?â
âI had more, but the shambles come to singers,â they say. So they know how stupid they're being. Maybe they are a cuckoo after all. âI wonder if Iâll ever get enough to come to me that Iâll be overwhelmed, thereâll be some many that I wonât be able to regen under all those mouths,â they say, their smile suddenly wiped.
âYou want me to hit you over the head a few times instead? That might just do the job too,â I say. Talking is so stupid, it might just fulfill this crazyâs wish but theyâve been fucking singing, so I donât know if me staying quiet would make any sort of difference. And Iâve been talking too, without thinking about it, am I so desperate to hear words?
Strange.
They cackle, the smile still gone. âOh, so you havenât experimented so much with it, have you?â they say, âYou could bash my brains in and Iâd be fine and dandy moments later. It takes mouths to kill the reborn.â
âMouths?â I ask, almost stupid. I know what they mean, but I still ask it and they shift their grip on the gun. Theyâre now holding it two handed, apparently solely for the purpose of looking down at it contemplatively.
âMouths,â they answer.















