#shalvo

okay so i got to the venue around noon and literally NO ONE WAS THERE besides holli and donia and hannah. we sat and talked and there was an AAR setlist on the ground so i took it woops. then tyson ritter walks by like looking at us and i whispered "i'm not here for your band" nOT INTENDING HIM FOR HIM TO HEAR BUT HE DID AND GAVE ME MEAN LOOKS. oh then i took a bunch of fun. stickers and vandalized the outside of the masq haha. anyway it was boring unTIL

ROCKET GOT THERE AROUND 3 AND THEY PULLED THEIR VAN UP LITEARLLYT RIHGT NEXT TO US AND I COULD SEE HALVO THORUGH THE GLASS AND I WAS KILLIGN MYSELF I LITEARLLY COULD. NOT. FUNCTION. MY KNEES WERE WOBBLING AND I COULDN'T BRAETHE NAD I WAS CRYING A BIT B UT WAHTEVER then nick got out then justin then andrew then.................................... halvo............. got out.............. of the van......... adn fixed his hair and i killed myself! omg he looked so cute lET ME JUST TELL YOUY LOL HE WORE HIS CONVERSE AND ROLLED UP JEANS AND  A BUTTON UP SHIRT TUCKED IN WITH ONE TOO MANY BUTTONS UNBUTTONED AND I CRIDE I MJSJUT AOJO okay anyway.. then he needed to get back in the van for some reason and couldn't open the door so he was trying his best to open it with his cute little arms and was making all these cute little noises and like freaking out it was precious then someone opened it for him <33 he's like a child <33 okay then i pretended like the van full of my favorite band wasn't sitting next to me and carried on with life. then i sat against a wall and listened to them soundcheck and cried the whole time like tearS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE IT WAS TERRIBLE. oh did i mention it rained half the time?? okay anyway. they soundchecked going out and JOLENE OH GFOF I LOST IT DURING JOLENE. then they soundchecked all these songs i'd never heard I THINK THEY WERE NEW SONGS AND  IF SO THIS IS THE BEST RECORD EVER LIK EIN THE HISTORY OF EVER. uh okay then 

they let us in and i got barricade in front of halvo italics yes. it was sO HOT IN THAT DAMN VENUE I WAS BURNING UP. okay lol... then............ rocket........................................... got on stage........... and i MADE THE MOST HIDEOUS NOISES THEY WERNE'T EVEN HUMAN... but oh god they all looked at me and smiled and halvo sang that part in give a damn "i can see the love when i look into her eyes" to me and i killed myself and then thE FUCKING HARMONIES THEY DO NOW OH GOD HALVO HAD A SOLO B/C JUSTIN FORGOT TO SING OR SOMETHING NAD I STARTED S C R E E C H I N G HE'S THE CUTEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN IN YM ENTIRE LIFE OY UYOND TVENE UNDETSAND OOH GOF Sokay anyway... anyway they all kept looking at me and smiling nad omg when they started playing free fallin i screamed i was like NOOOO THIS ISN'T RYAN ADAMS NOOOOOOOOO PEALSEAPLSEPASLE STOPFSOTPTOPSTOPSP...... i wanted them to play Two. :-( and on your side was on the setlist but they played on a lonely night instead what the hell man what the hell. anyway. they're perfect.

OKAY THIS IS WHEN IT GETS GOOD! after the set halvo looked me and i gave him a look and he reached down for the setlist and i stuck my hand out omg i felt like such a bitch but i smiled and was like "hey halvo...." and he was like 'SHEA, OH OF COURSE SHEA' and smiled and gave it to me but then i DROPPED IT AND SOME OTHER GIRL GOT IT NAD HE SAW AND WAS LIKE NO AND WALKED OVER TO HER AND TOOK THE SETLIST FROM THE GIRL AND GAVE IT BACK TO ME. I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A LOOK AS EVIL AS THAT GIRL GAVE ME AFTER HE HANDED IT BACK TO ME.... I WAS LAUGHING... SO..HARD.... girl if you're reading this i'm sorry :* don't hate me. okay oh god that was so nice okay......

then we stood by merch and i talked to merch andrew and he was like "don't you follow me on twitter??" which was weird because I've never tweeted him... ever... but i was like yeah?? and he was like oh yeah you looked familiar. then we talked about margaret and brooke for a bit. haha. he was cool. then he kept staring at me. awkward. anyways. haha then halvo was walking to the bar (which is next to merch) with some girl and seems me and starts wAVING NAD YELLING HE WAS LIKE HEY SHEA!!!!! AND I WAS LIKE ALRIGHT. and then he kept staring at me like AS HE WAS HOOKING UP OR WHATEVER WIHT THIS GIRL HE WAS STARING AT ME IT WAS SO UNCOMFORTABle. once he was done with that i went over to him and i just stood there and he was like HEY SHEA and then REACHED HIS ARMS OUT OH MY GOD HE INITIATED A HUG SO WE HUGGED AND OH GOD HE HUGGED ME FIRST I JUST CAN'T GET OVER IT. then he signed my setlist and was like "oh god i fucked it up" and then did it again but he said i had to hold it tighter so i put my hands under it WE LIKE TOUCHED HANDS FOR A LONG TIME WE PRACTICALLY HAD HAND SEX LET ME JUST TELL YOU. so yeah that's why it's signed by halvo twice. ha. then we talked about how the setlist flew away from me nad how he took it from that girl and he was like "yeah the feedback on twitter if i didn't get it back would have been pretty bad" and then i told him how i tweeted that he had given me the setlist and i got literally 30 mentions in a minute and he looked me in the eyes and smiled and was like "yeah, that's how it goes."

THAT'S.

HOW.

IT. 

GOES.

THAT'S HOW IT GOES. 

anyways. then i said bye and he was like OH I'LL SEE YOU SOON, I'LL BE AROUND!! good one halvo, he didn't come back out! STOP THE PRESSES I FORGOT TO TELL Y’ALL ABOUT THE BALD MAN ME AND HALVO MADE FUN OF okay so i was taking a picture of jessy nad halvo and his RANDOM BALD MAN RUNS LIKE FULL SPEED BEHIND THEM AND I WAS LIKE OH YMGOD OGKA Y NAD HALVO WAS LIEK DID YOU SEE THAT AND I WAS LIKE YES JUST A BALD HEAD SPRINTING ACROSS THE CAMERA SCREEN

and we laughed together

anyway

then i watched aar and they were nice aw and justin kept drunk dancing near me and i was laughing b/c drunk justin richards. oh then after aar's set i talked to nick and GOOD NEWS! HE ACTUALLY SEEMED PLEASED TO BE IN MY PRESENCE! my hatred for nick santino is a lot less now. he walked up me like HEY and i was like oaky... and then i asked him to sign the setlist and yeah and then we got a picture and yeah. it's a nice picture. then i talked to andrew (cook) OH MY GOD HE'S A STARE-ER TOO. HE STARED AT US WHEN WE WENT INTO THE BATHROOM AND THEN OUT LIKE?? WOW A BATHROOM?? okay andrew. okay. anyways. he was super nice as always. and then i asked him where halvo went b/c i forgot to give him his chipotle giftcard and then he talked for about 2 minutes as to how he had no idea. omg. then we went outside to find justin and he was there!! talking to donia!! aw so cute. then justin turned to me and got his suprised look on his facelike OH HELLO and iw as like okay/? then he signed my setlist and gave me a flower omg it's such a cute flower i love him. then he said something about how it was his mom's birthday and i was like iT'S MY MOM'S BIRTHDAY TOO and he was like "how old are you?" and i was like uh 15. and he was like "I'M........ 10 ..... YEARS....... OLDER... THAN YOU...." drunk justin is great! then he talked about brighten and the stageit show thing. then i asked where halvo is and he said he had no idea. then i gave him margaret's letter and halvo's chipotle giftcard b/c halvo's dumb. alright :-)

okay i think that's it

halvo hugged me and took a setlist away from someone to make sure i got it