#shadowshow

drag artist Vannet performing shadowshow in tribute to ionnalee | iamamiwhoami 🌒✨

iamamiwhoami | shadowshow

i am fire, i am damage in the making i am an army set out to control your every ticking i am a giant stepping on the tiny world you live in and you shake and you shiver as the roof is coming down and the walls grow thinner shadowshow, darkens the river turn hearts into stone we run, we run terrified what have we done?

Hey I know it's been a terribly long time and first of all I wanted to take a moment to apologize for the long wait on it. I want you to know I haven't given up on Shadowshow despite the long hiatus. As a fic, Shadowshow and its respective Shadowverse mean everything to me.

The second thing I need to share is that I have been mostly out of contact with my coauthor InfluentialPineapple since about a month after the update for chapter 29. They connected with me and let me know that they were going for some long-term medical treatment around the beginning of 2022 and I have not been able to get in touch with them via phone or email since. I am hoping they are simply taking time to take care of themselves and that we can reconnect. I do not wish to disclose the exact nature of the treatment as that is their story to tell & they deserve that privacy.

Their friendship and presence in my life has been really positive and this past year or so without them has been painful & rough and honestly depressing. We used to speak daily and were huge sources of emotional & mental health support for one another.

I have been holding off on writing much without them, simply for the fact that Shadowshow is also their baby at this point. But I fear if the radio silence goes on much longer I will have to pick up and soldier on without them as best as I can.

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