words: 593 fluff.
As your reflection showed its self on the small mirror over the sink in your bathroom, your skin looked nice and glowing as the morning sun appeared in the small rum. you looked good your outfit was pleasant to the eye and comfortable wear, but there was just one thing wrong, something that you couldn’t change no matter what. you tried repeatedly going to diffident warlocks all over the city, but no one could help you. the color, the shape everything was wrong, the way you always looked tired no matter how much sleep you got the night before, you felt cursed everyone around you had beautiful eyes, that looked amazing and vivid and yours just looked dull and boring. they say people fall in love with someone’s eyes, so how could anyone ever fall for you.
A knock on the door echoed out throw you room you had gotten when you come to the institute, ‘’coming ‘’ you yelled as you walked out of the bathroom over towards the door, as you open up the door Jace was standing right in front of you ‘’Jace’’ you said a little surprised since you and him didn’t really talk the much, only if you had a mission together, ‘’so what bring you here, do we have a mission?’’ you asked curious of why he was here at your door, ‘’no we don’t, I just wanted to talk’’ he said looking down at the ground not making eye contact, ‘’talk?’’ you asked confused, he nodded his head up and down not saying a word, ‘’what do you want to talk about?’’ you questioned again hoping for an answer this time, ‘’can I come in’’ he said in a low stressed voice, ‘’ sure come right in’’ you said as you moved a step away from the door making room for him in inter. You turned around and saw his large back, you were sure is necessary a plane could land on the back.
‘’so Jace what did you want to talk about’’ you asked once again, ‘’you’’ he voiced out as he turned to face you, ‘’me’’ your voice sounded surprised, why would he want to talk about you, ‘’yeah you, you always seam distracted, on missions and even now, you never make eye contact with anyone so we don’t really know if you are paying attention to what we are saying’’ he said it loud he almost yelled it out, not only that he sounded really annoyed with you, and sure you understood it but when had you ever given them any chance to daunt you, you always did as told and not only that you did a great job as a shadowhunter too, ‘’so?’’ you said annoyed with him, ‘’I’m a great shadowhunter and I have given you no reason for you to think otherwise have I?’’ you yelled as you seamed to get more mad at him, for coming to you just to tell you that your bad at making eye contact, but so what many people are, ‘’no you haven’t’’ he replied in a lower voice than before, ‘’it’s just hard to know if you understand what the mission is about, and it would be great if you tried to make more eye contact with the team and me’’ he added in a soft voice no longer sounding annoyed, ‘’I don’t know if I can’’ you replied in a whisper so quit that you weren’t sure if he heard you, ‘’why’ he asked curious to why you said what you did, ‘’it’s just that I’m self-conscious’’ you whispered as you turned you face down towards the ground embarrassed, ‘’why, you are like the most amazing person I have ever met’’ he said, making you head jerk up fast to see if he meant what he had just said, ‘’I just don’t like when people look me in the eyes’’ you said in a low voice as you tried to avoid eye contact. ‘’but why’’ he asked not getting it, but why wound he, his eye where so beautiful and full of color, ‘’ I hate my eyes’’ you whispered as tears slowly started to appeared in your eyes, making your vision a little blurry, he toke a step closer to you, placing his hands on the side of your shoulders, you could feel the heat from his hand penetrate you shirt, ‘’ your eyes are the most stunning once I have ever seen, whenever I look at them I seam to get lost and not wanting to be found again, I remember the first time our eyes met my entire world flipped out side down, the way the sun hit them was breath taking and still is’’ he spoke out in a soft and caring voice, the tears that previously had started to form was know threating to make their journey down your rosy cheeks, ‘’place don’t cry, even though you look just as beautiful with tears in your eyes’’ he pulled you close and wrapped his strong arms around you holding you tight to his body, you tears you had been trying to hold back fell and hit his shirt making it damp, the warmth from his body was gentle and relaxing, you never wanted to leave his arms. the person you never though in a million years would care about you did, and it sparked a new feeling in you, it felt like a fire was burning in you, your heart beating just a little faster and a little louder. the heat from his arm left you as he removed his arms from your body, your eyes met.
and you looked at each other a little too long to just be friends anymore
