word count: roughly 1,900 something. Wanted to make this cuz i'm horny and I need an excuse to take myself out of writer's block for ao3. Anyways enjoy. uhh this is F/F but it doesnt exclude transfemme lesbians obviously because they rule too so i'll try to make the genital area as gender neutral or stating both M and F genitals. Peace and Love! :-) TW: Some toxic themes because this jasper we're talking about, duh.

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SFW

One of her toxic traits is that she can NOT trust you to go anywhere that she deems is dangerous in the slightest. This will border on like stalking so what would happen is if you wanted to go to Little Homeworld without her, after some begging she'd reluctantly "let you go", little do you know she's still following your ass LMAOOO. She's not very subtle either it's just you're quite oblivious to it until she comes out of the shadows and arguing due to you interacting with the crystal gems.

Despite living on earth, she does not put in much effort to acclimatize towards earth's culture and anything human related. If you tried explaining to her customs, jokes, different cultures etc - it'd probably fly into one ear and out the other. She'd only put in the effort if it DIRECTLY affects you. Other than that she's as awkward about human knowledge as a regular homeworld gem.

If she ever discovered that Steven can fuse with Connie, she'd ignore the fact that Steven is half human and go straight to trying to fuse with you (despite you being human). When it does fail, she gets incredibly frustrated and gives you the silent treatment because to her - you're choosing to not fuse with her despite being in a relationship with her. Something something throw back to lapis.

On a less toxic note: She is incredibly cuddly behind closed doors. In public, she wouldn't want to do ANYTHING physical with you whatsoever due to the fear of being seen as 'weak' (imagine that one clip of donald trump trying to hold the pope's hand). Even if you try to force her to hold your hand, she won't hesitate to pretend that you are a stranger. However, in your home she LOVES being next to you. She's kind of like a cat (to be honest most earth gems are like that, talking about cat-eyes amethyst in the earlier seasons). Jasper doesn't even really know why she's like that, whenever you point it out how she loves being in your proximity she'll deny it over and over and scoff at you like you're going insane... whilst laying her head in your lap and holding your hand.

She likes getting her hair pet and scratched. She sometimes even lets out involuntary groans of pleasure (not in that way.) at the feeling of your finger scratching against her scalp. Catgirl Jasper propaganda.

She's a bit shy with kisses. Because kissing is a human behaviour, her kisses can be very rough and sudden - especially on the lips. This is why she rarely initiates it and just prefers it when you do it instead. When you do initiate it, she gets very stiff and shy about it. She can handle cheek kisses and hand kisses better though and unless you are like 7 feet tall, that'll probably be the most common due to height difference.

It took her a while to understand that humans need to eat to have energy and to sustain their body. I'd like to imagine this kind of interaction:

"Hey Jasper... Am I getting fatter?..."

"Yes. This is why food is inefficient and light is the best method to gaining energy." --> proceeds to convince her human girlfriend to go photosynthesise outside with her.

If you ever complain about body pains from anything ranging chronic pain to just being tired from a hike, she will YELL at you to keep on going and that the pain just means that you're training hard and that if you push through the pain you'll get stronger. Imagine: Reader and Jasper are on a hike together and reader states that her legs hurt and that they should turn around to go back to the car. Jasper proceeds to force her to walk another 5 kilometres or so before reader collapses and Jasper thinks "Hm... maybe she wasn't lying..."

Although she sucks with many love languages, her top two are gift giving and acts of service. She is a gem soldier after all. Tell her to get something? She's back in a nanosecond. Ask her to take the trash out? She hurling that thing into the ocean (no concept of how bins work). In a time of need, she'd gladly do anything for you to show you that she does care about you and that she appreciates what life she has been begrudgingly given. Gift-giving is more-so her bringing anything she thinks is cool to the reader. Cool shiny rock? Now it's yours. Cool skull? Now it's yours. Somebody's lost wallet? You just got like 53 bucks for free.

Whenever you try asking her about Homeworld, she ignores the questions LOUDLY. What I mean by that is if you ask her like a personal question about Homeworld, she'd probably just stare at you for a second before walking away. It's not that she doesn't want to tell you. It's just that the last time she did try explaining how Homeworld was like and what her position was, you were completely lost. Jasper promised herself to not waste her time by trying to explain 4D concepts to a being that has only lived with 3D concepts iykwim. If you try confronting to her about this, there's a 50/50 chance she'll outright say it's because she thinks you're too stupid to understand gem history and concepts.

okay.. time for some NSFW stuff..

NSFW

Stone power top. I'm sorry, as much as I'd love to go for bottom submissive jasper agenda or even top sub, I just can't see it with her. The closest you'll get with her is a service top. I think it's just that obviously sex to a gem is an abstract concept because they don't have sex. Thus, she doesn't receive the exact pleasure that humans do during intercourse. Her main goal during sex is to make YOU feel good. If you try to initiate anything sexy that would work for humans, she'd just look confused at you. Grab her crotch and she'll ask if you're trying to kill a bug off of her. HOWEVER..

I don't want to leave her completely dry so I'll say that she has that common Steven Universe NSFW trope of having a 'sensitive' gem. Give her a nose job or something and she'd probably enjoy it a lot more than she realises. The gem clit. The Glit one might say. Additionally, when she does the equivalent of "cumming", what happens is her physical body becomes unstable and like glitches out a little. The overwhelming pleasure of the gem being rubbed makes it difficult for her to continue projecting light into a physical hologram, thus she twitches and shakes crazy.

Speaking of her physical hologram, you can throw away that dusty old strap because Jasper can easily just manifest one onto her body. Pretty handy trick eh? She can also manifest a pussy if you so wish. (This is for my transfem dolls out there who wanna fuck her too).

Sit on her face. Trust me it is probably the best position for both of you. On one hand, you're getting your pussy or ass ate, on the other hand your crotch is rubbing against her gem on her nose which makes her feel amazing. So ride that butch gem!

She LOVES it when you're loud, both in public and private sex. If you guys decide to have sex in the woods, she'll force her fingers into your mouth to keep them open and loud whilst she pounds you from the back or front. If you try to resist, she'll scold you for shutting up and go even harder till you're screaming. Jasper's not that worried about getting caught, as she is a gem soldier after all! If she spots anybody, she'll just quickly move spots with you. If you guys just have sex indoors, she'll make it so that the quieter you are, the less harder she fucks you so that you end up begging and whining for her to pound into you. She'll also gladly choke you out if you so want to.

Jasper has tits... just no nipples... I don't know why this sounds so canon but it does. They're just fat mounds. Fat mounds to hold. She'll gladly hold yours too! In fact, she does enjoy using your tits for leverage and for warmth since she can't produce heat on her own obviously so it's an interesting feeling for her. I think she's a tit girl in general, big or small she likes resting and sleeping her head against your chest because that's where your heart is, and the heart makes sure that you can even become warm in the first place.

I don't think she'd be one for anything like Wet and Messy, but she doesn't mind if you cum all over her. Headcanon that she doesn't have taste buds so to her it's just fluid. All fluid no flavour.

Her favourite poses are doggy, cowgirl, full nelson (if you are capable), and missionary. She's a basic girl, so she likes any pose that she can impose some form of power over you. Cowgirl is included in this because she can easily use you like a fleshlight.

Another thing that's her favourite is when she's going down on you, and you shake from the pleasure and clamp your legs around her head and just squeeze it. God she loves it. It's really hot for her and she doesn't know why... But I do! It's because it's one of the only times where she can see first hand the strength of some of your muscles, and well muscles and strength = sexy for her.

As much as I'd like to say she's a chubby chaser, I think her preference in dating girls are they have to be either OVERweight or UNDERweight. The reason why is because most of the time women who are over or under the average ideal weight will be more likely to have insecurities over it, to which Jasper can exploit. She'll gladly throw in a few backhanded compliments, especially during sex, about your body in order to keep you doubting yourself. It's a conflicting state of mind really, your girlfriend who makes sweet love to you and clings on to you also points out the things that make you feel less human.

To finish off (because I need to go sleep), aftercare. Aftercare is.. subpar at first. After you cum, she sits there confused as fuck on what to do with you. Does she leave? Does she stay? Does she continue??? After a failed aftercare session, you'll have to sit her down and explain to her the human customs of behaviour after sex and just the concept of after care. After that, aftercare with her feels like she's just checking off a big list of what she's done correct and not, kind of like a routine. She'll definitely cuddle with you, but mainly because she's tired too and wants to rest for a little bit in the sun/moonlight (charging her gem, am I right?). Don't expect any words of affirmations from her unless you ask for some directly. One thing I'll say is that she notices that after sex, her beloved reader becomes much more emotional and clingy so during aftercare she's VERYYY careful with what she says and does. Probably the only time where you'd be able to get away with some things that you usually don't when not fucking.

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Summary: You decided to make a bad life choice (or in hindsight amazing life choice) when you make a dare that if gone wrong will have you with a rather exotic piercing. Long story short you lost, but not completely once you run into Jasper a month later

Notes- first Wlw story on this blog and because there’s barely any Jasper content out there so here you go, hope you enjoy

Contents: strap!on Wlw!s3x fingering!/finger!banging name!calling: baby! mommy! Mn!dni men!dni

“All done” she said in that patronizing satisfied manner.

You still had tears from the pain of the piercing, your legs still clutched together, pouting slightly as you looked away.

“Hey I warned you, don’t get mad at me because you’re too damn stubborn” she smirked

You kept your position.

Letting out a little sigh, a faint hint of pity spread through her gaze which was rare of her.

You soon left the shop, with a bag of ointment for your piercing as well as an extra barbell she gave you on the house. Along that you also had a glimmer of a limp in your step as you headed to the car. The throbbing pain between your legs that now in this case was very unpleasant.

For some reason you had decided to provoke Jasper one day while out getting shitfaced. You didn’t remember the majority of the conversation since you were horrible at holding your liquor, but by the next day you had seen a post that you definitely don’t remember posting on someone else’s story.

A picture of you absolutely drunk, though stunning (as always) but in that moment your beautiful face puckering your full lips out was starting to piss you off the more you thought of it. Damn you could be a dumbass sometimes. And there with text over your photo read: ‘If I don’t kiss 5 people by the end of the night I’ll let my gf give me a clit piercing’

Evidently you failed that challenge, with Jasper (who definitely wasn’t your girlfriend) reminding you that you kissed a fat number of zero people that night. Which honestly you were glad, anybody could’ve put their gross lips on yours. But at the same time you’d rather that than this.

So for that month you dreaded taking showers in fear of the warm water coming into contact with your sore and sensitive clit. Wore baggy clothes to keep the frantic from rubbing against your new piercing. Through that time you got messages of Jasper being an even bigger ass.

‘How’s the new edition?’ ‘Not sore are you?’ ‘Make sure to clean it firmly, don’t want bacteria do we?”

The taunting was irksome but weirdly turned you on, which of course it did. You liked when they taunted you.

By next month it was fully healed to which you were at a party, invited by a mutual of a friend. And the whole time most of them-your friends- clowned you about that ‘new edition’. At first you thought Jasper ran her mouth which was uncharacteristic of her. But then again you did post it on your story like again a dumbass.

Eventually you headed upstairs to the bathroom, needing to piss, but once you entered you were greeted by Jasper washing her hands.

You just stared at her for a while. Her sharp features and hooked nose were rather appealing when she wasn’t scowling.

Her physique mimicked that of a Greek god, Ares if he was perfectly a she. Your head tilted slightly as you let your gaze drift down the path to her ass only to notice a black harness around her waist.

Your eyes bulged slightly.

“your staring again” Jasper said, looking at you through the mirror, her expression stoic as ever.

“U-uh well, you should get use to it by now” you answer, trying to recover from what exactly you saw

She rolled her eyes before tearing off a piece of paper towel to dry her hands, her eyes leaving yours.

“I’ve been looking for you” she said, her face still giving no true emotion away.

“Never thought I’d hear the day you say that” you grinned, leaning against the sink beside her.

“How’s your clit?” She asked rather bluntly.

She was always blunt, but in that moment you couldn’t tell if she was fucking with you or not. The sexual tension that you weren’t too sure she could feel as well seemed to simmer. You cleared your throat as you watched her toss the ball of paper in the trash can.

“So…who’s the lucky girl?” You asked

She raised a brow at you in confusion before you jerked your chin towards the harness of her strap on peaking from above her jeans, hugging her tightly around the hips.

“You didn’t answer my question” she looked back at you.

Your grin almost crumbled away as you took your gaze off of her “it’s healed now, why?”

“You didn’t answer my text when I asked” she said, a hint of that same condescendingly pleased smile showing.

You rolled your eyes, she knew she wasn’t genuine with those text.

“Well you still didn’t answer my question, who’s the lucky girl?” You asked again, raising a brow

She went quiet, turning her head towards you. An awkward moment of silence and tension passed, peering her stolid gaze at you. Your heart raced, what the fuck was wrong with her?

“What?”

“Show me”

Then another long pause

“Huh?” You answered, now completely dumbfounded.

She sighed, rolling her eyes turning her body to face yours.

“I said show me idiot”

You blinked a couple of times, before a huge grin spread across your face.

“I knew you had a thing for me!”

She scoffed, her arms folded over her chest “don’t fucking start, drop em”

Your smile only widened, you often wondered if she thought about you in the same way you did her. If you were to guess (and be correct) you’d say yes.

“thought it was obvious”

Obvious? Yeah because she definitely wore her expressions on her face and wasn’t hard to read at all.

Face unchanged you dropped your shorts, letting them pool around your ankles.

She took a good look at you, her eyes no where near you hch piercing, just drinking in your soft brown thighs. She took a step closer, causing you to retreat back against the sink.

Her hand gripped your thigh, hiking it up against the cold marble countertop to get a good look. Which honestly you hadn’t looked at the piercing yourself since you’d gotten it.

First off your lips were glistening with arousal, but she still kept a perfectly straight face as her other hand strummed your clit causing you to hitch your breath.

“Hm, nicely maintained”

“Yeah, haven’t had time to take it for a test drive” you smirked.

You watched her reaction to see if she’d take the bait as she looked down at you, her eyes meeting yours. Deciding to push your luck, you tugged the front of her jeans down, her orange strap showing slightly.

“You still never answered-”

“God you’re so damn annoying, who do you think dumbass?”

I leaned up, my lips an inch from hers “Can’t be too sure, plus I’m not gonna be fully convinced till you tell me exactly what position I’m gonna be in”

She rolled her eyes, smirking again “nope, you can be patient”

Her lips crashed against yours. Both of your lips locked together, air tight as her tongue synced with yours. Kissing back, your arms snaked around her neck, her body molded perfectly against yours.

your legs fell open naturally, not noticing till Jaspers fingers rubbed your clit firmly. The barbell squishing your clit only elevated the pleasure of her touch, causing you to whimper.

Your other leg hitched over her hip as her lips sank down onto your neck, sucking your sensitive spot. Your mind was foggy and overwhelmed despite just being 10 seconds into action.

She pinched your clit ever so slightly, having you jolt slightly.

“You were always so damn tender” she sneered

“Then maybe don’t fucking pinch me!” You managed through clenched teeth.

She chuckled softly before plunging two thick fingers deep inside your channel, dragging a loud moan from you as she pumped her fingers slowly. Your hands reaching for purchase around the sink, some tooth brushes clattering to the ground in the process.

“I do whatever the hell I want, and you’re not gonna oblige because you like it” she said matter of factly.

Damn it she was too fucking sexy, and no you weren’t gonna oblige. You were right where you wanted to be, nice and warm in her seductive touch.

She pulled back slightly, her hand reaching to shove your tube top up along with your bra. Your hard nipples coming in contact with the cold air before one bared the firm and warm grip of her hand.

“Nng, fuck!” You exhaled your hips bucking erratically against her fingers, toes clenching for dear life as the wetness of her fingers inside you grew louder.

Her fingers sped up their pace, the pads of her fingers rubbing your gspot all the while her thumb still formed tight circles around your clit, matching it with the speed of her thrust. Making you throw your head back, a high pitched moan let out as you gripped her wrist on your breast.

Just then she pulled out, her soaked fingers probing your mouth open before you willingly took them in, sucking ever so softly. She let out a soft hum before undoing her pants, letting them fall to reveal a mouthful of silicon.

You groaned slightly “don’t you think that’s over kill?”

“Trust, it’d be the same if I were a man” she said confidently, pushing her own shirt up to reveal her nice tanned skin, defined abs, and bare ample breast, her teeth caught in between the clothing to hold it up. God you were so turned on, even more so when she started tapping the tip against your clit.

Your thighs tremble in response “cocky much?”

“You’re one to talk” she gripped both your thighs tightly, grinding her length between your folds.

Your thighs trembled again, swallowing as you wiggly your hips. Yearning for her to bury herself inside of you already. She could see the desperation in your face. The way your brows furrowed, the way your eyes squinted gently, and how your bottom lip quivered.

She grinned with delight at the sight of your submissive form, grinding a bit faster.

“Ha, don’t fucking tease me” you whimpered, panting softly.

“Damn brat” she mumbled through the cloth of her shirt, rolling her eyes.

She gave it a few more hard grinds, watching the tip on the strap curve slightly in the air before turning you around and bending you over, kicking your legs further apart.

Before you could even catch your breath, you felt her slam into you without warning, practically knocking the wind right out of you.

Her hand clenched around your hip while the other one pressed your side down onto the counter.

Her hips began to snap vigorously, each thrust earning a low grunt from her. Mouth hung open you let her manhandle you, your body violently jerking forward across the surface with each slam of the hip.

Jasper watched as your dark skin rippled each time, her hand sliding from your hip to grab hold of your ass.

You were a whimpering mess, your body buzzing all over with pleasure. The bathroom filling with more squelching of your continued arousal with the new sound of her hips slapping against your skin.

“That’s it baby, take it” she whispered, her body leaning over your back, her body heat causing you to sweat even more.

“Yes- fuck, right there!” You exclaimed

“You wanna cum?” She whispered in your ear, barely sounding winded

“Nngh- yes mommy!” You answered, knowing it would throw her off.

“Smartass”

And it did as you watch her blush in the mirror before she grabbed a hold of your throat while the other returned to your clit, rubbing it way more firmly than the last time.

“But since you asked nicely” she smirked as she pulled out, grinding her length back between your folds again, her pace not letting up. She made sure the thick head tapped and nudged against your clit, the barbell doing nothing but help turn your legs to jelly.

“Make me cum mommy, make me cum!” You whined

Feeling your pussy clench, you braced yourself ready to scream before Jaspers hand slip up your neck to you jaw. Tilting your head back as she kissed you again, just as you reached the edge.

Your screams were muffled by her own against your lips, eyes rolling back shut as your legs nearly giving out before she caught you. Body now leaning to the side.

She pulled away, watching you take slow deep breaths.

Afterwards you both hung outside by her motorcycle. She lit a cigarette, leaning against her bike. Her leather jacket was draped over your shoulder, not that she offered it to you, but you snatched it before she could reach for it and she didn’t feel like playing tug of war.

Finally you broke the silence “I have a question”.

She glanced over at you, she seemed more quiet. But you knew that only meant she was more susceptible to talk to. Maybe the sex helped with that.

“You were the one who suggested I get this piercing, why not a nipple or tongue piercing?” You mumbled, slightly agitated that she even suggested something hardcore for your crybaby ass.

You watched as she shrugged, unblinking “I just thought you’d look hot with it”

You laughed, standing next to her “that was still a jerk move”

“No one said you had to”

You paused “you’re right, I honestly just did it just because. Yolo, or whatever they use to say”

She grinned “no one says that anymore idiot”

How my closeted ass feel writing this gay shit in my black christian household

Whatever You Want

Pairing: Jasper x Reader Song: Tejano Blue - Cigarettes After Sex “We wanted to fuck with real love. Wanted it sweet, so pure and warm.” Tags: 18+, mentions of death, relationship, established relationship, love, romance, kissing, hickies, neck kissing, biting, biting kink, sexual content, sex, consent, talking you through it, vaginal, vaginal sex, PIV, smut. Y/N: Human fem!reader.  Word Count: 2.2 K Summary: Y/N spends a few weeks savoring special moments with her boyfriend, Jasper, while her parents are away. As they share these intimate experiences, Jasper struggles with his desire to protect her, which clashes with her dream of becoming a vampire so they can be together forever. He finds himself torn between his vampiric instinct and his deep love for her. His internal conflict between his vampiric nature and the desire to maintain his humanity is evident, as he cherishes the warmth and vibrancy she brings into his life.

3RD POV: (Y/N’s Room)

For the next couple of weeks, your parents were off on a business trip, giving you the perfect chance to hang out with your boyfriend. You and Jasper had been together at your house for two days, and now you found yourselves in the middle of a movie marathon featuring all your favorites. Snuggled up together, you were lying in the center of the bed, your head resting comfortably on his chest.

Jasper didn’t really get the vampire movies you were into, he thought they were pretty far-fetched. But his love for you outweighed his dislike for the films. After all, what were a few hours of silly vampire love stories compared to your joy?

He rested his head on your shoulder, gazing at your tear-streaked face. "So, I take it you're quite the fan of these movies, huh?" he asked, genuinely curious. "I just adore how their love story seems to go on forever," you replied. He let out a small sigh before bursting into laughter.

Jasper had some pretty similar feelings about the vampire gift, as did his brother Edward. He thought it should only be given to someone who truly needed it, especially not to the person he cared about the most. For him, becoming a vampire meant losing everything that made someone lovable as a human. The love he had for you would never fade, but the warmth of your cheeks, the rhythm of your heartbeat, and the brightness of your smile would all create a significant emptiness. The spark that once lit up your eyes would now be dimmed, and that thought terrified him.

In his abundant free time, he often found himself deep in thought, reflecting on aging and the harsh reality of eventually facing your death. The idea of losing his one true love was a truly gut-wrenching thought that filled him with an indescribable dread. The thought of living without you was simply unimaginable. He sometimes considered provoking the Volturi, just like Edward did ages ago, but he realized that, unlike Edward, he had no real connections, and they would quickly dispose of him. In a way, a vampiric death almost felt like mercy, a way to escape the pain of your eventual loss. It was as if he were trying to reclaim a piece of his humanity that he had long since abandoned.

"It really loses its magic once you’re in my shoes," he finally said, planting a gentle kiss on your temple that sent a chill racing through your body. "I believe that doing whatever it takes for the one you love is the most romantic thing there is," you replied, softly stroking his thighs while keeping your eyes glued to the TV.

Jasper found himself pondering what life would be like if you were like him. Sure, some of the traits he loves about you might fade away, but he’s convinced that others he holds dear would shine even brighter. The warmth that envelops you might disappear, but he’d never make you feel cold again. The sparkle in your eyes could dim, but a new glimmer, filled with a hint of mischief, would take its place. And while your smile might lean toward something cheeky and playful, to him, it would always remain irresistibly beautiful.

He couldn't imagine a life without you, and honestly, you couldn't see yourself spending even a few days apart from him. There was something about the way he believed you could become like him, but he was willing to give you the space to grow. "Would you ever do something like that for me?" he asked as you turned back to face him. "Anything," you replied, your gaze locking onto his. "Even now?" he pressed, and you nodded, feeling a lump in your throat. He had no plans to act on it, but the excitement in your eyes made his heart race. Leaning in closer, he let his cool lips brush against your neck.

"Jasper," you said, letting yourself sink back onto his bed as he hovered above you. "Your humanity means so much to me, but if this is what you truly want, we can discuss it," he replied, your eyes sparkling with dreams as you gazed up at him. "Wait, what? Really?" you asked, surprised. "We're not changing you just yet. First, we need to talk to Carlisle," he said, softly kissing your neck and jaw with his lips.

"Jaz, please don’t mess with my feelings," you urged, feeling a rush of desire wash over you. "I’d do anything for you." He leaned in close, his breath cold against your ear, and playfully nipped at your earlobe, sending shivers down your spine.

If you had placed Jasper in this exact spot years ago, he would have been absolutely convinced he might lose control. But now, after spending all this time with you, he feels a newfound confidence in this strength he’s developed. It’s all about staying close to you while still being careful.

"All I want is you, Jaz," you said, your hands gripping his forearms tightly as you looked up at him with those big, pleading puppy dog eyes that always melted his heart. He let out a soft "hmm," savoring the warmth of your fingers gliding over his chilly skin. That warmth of yours was something he cherished deeply. If he had the chance, he’d bury his face in your neck and drift off to sleep there for hours, feeling completely at peace.

Jasper would truly treasure the opportunity to be human right there beside you. But you, on the other hand, long for the exact opposite. You dream of becoming a vampire, just so you can stay close to him. Imagine spending all those days like this, beneath him, never feeling exhausted or worn out. It would mean you could genuinely protect him, instead of being this weak, fragile human that you feel you are.

"You have no idea how much I'm holding back right now," Jasper mentioned, feeling the venom surging through his veins, the intense desire to sink his teeth into you and put an end to this struggle. The image of your blood flowing down his throat only fueled his craving further. He was determined not to let a single drop go to waste. Just a taste of you would send him into pure ecstasy. "Maybe you don’t have to hold back," you said, your hands softly caressing his forearms, which made him let out a gentle hum.

"You really have no clue what you're asking of me," he said, his voice dropping a few tones, thick with that charming country accent. Slowly, he leaned in closer, pressing his lips softly against your neck, then teasingly brushing his teeth along your jawline, which made you giggle.

"I know exactly what I want from you," you said, softly cradling his face to make sure he looked into your eyes. Without a moment's pause, he started to unbutton your blouse, tossing it aside to reveal the black lace bra underneath, which matched your panties perfectly. It had become a bit of a tradition for you to skip wearing shorts or pants whenever you were in the comfort of your own room.

His eyes wandered over your figure as you rested your hands on the coolness of his forearms. "You’re going to be a dangerous vampire, Y/N. Not just to humans, but to other vampires too, especially me," Jasper said, leaning down to playfully kiss the soft skin of your chest, leaving behind small hickeys.

"Will I be just as dangerous as you?" Your breath hitched as he playfully nibbled at your skin. "Even more so," he said, resting his cheek against your chest for a moment, savoring the warmth and the steady beat of your heart, his favorite sound above all else. "You’re definitely going to give Rose a run for her money."

"How about I show you just how 'dangerous' I can be?" you teased, placing your hands on Jasper's shoulders and switching places with him. He leaned back against the headboard of your bed while you settled comfortably on his lap, facing him. "Hm," he replied with a low hum. Jasper didn’t know he could see you as even more of a goddess than he already did, but oh, how wrong he was.

Jasper had the kind of strength that could easily overpower you, letting him act on his vampire instincts without a second thought. But deep down, he couldn’t deny that a part of him was genuinely curious about your potential. It wouldn’t be honest of him to say he didn’t long to be overpowered by the love of his life. True to his gentlemanly nature, he was ready to cater to your desires. Once you transformed into someone like him, he knew you’d likely outshine him in strength during those first few months of your new life. Honestly, he was very excited to see just how much you could push him to his limits.

Without a second thought, you pressed your lips against his, feeling his hand wrap around your waist while one of yours found its way into his golden hair. His thumb playfully brushed against the lace of your panties as your tongues intertwined. For him, these moments with you were precious chances to pull you from the depths of his memory. He cherished the way your hair flowed over your shoulders, how your eyelashes sparkled with tears, making your eyes shine, and the soft curves of your body.

If Rosalie and Emmett were completely consumed by their passion when they first met, and Bella and Edward's connection was even more intense after Bella's transformation, then you and Jasper would take it to a whole new level once you became like them. Jasper could already picture it, your bare back arched as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you even closer. Your skin would shimmer in the warm glow of the fireplace in his room after you moved in with the Cullen’s. You two would be like wild animals in heat.

"What’s on your mind?" Your voice broke through his daydream. You were sitting on his lap, still facing him, hands resting on your hips with an eyebrow arched playfully. He might have chuckled if he weren’t so captivated by the girl he adored, dressed in nothing but her bra and panties. "Sorry about that," he murmured, covering your hands just as you were about to pull them away to start unbuckling his belt.

"A lady like you shouldn't have to do this for me. Let me take care of it," Jasper said, stepping in to unbuckle his belt and carelessly tossing it aside into your room, just like he had done with your blouse earlier. He then took off his hoodie, unzipped his pants, and revealed his already erect dick from his boxers.

"Take your time, sweetheart. There’s no need to rush into anything that doesn’t feel right," he said, softly kissing the tip of your nose as he watched you slowly slide off your panties. "You’re everything I’ve ever wanted," you replied, your eyes locked onto his, brimming with desire. In that moment, he felt the weight of your longing wash over him completely.

As you slowly lowered yourself onto him, he could feel the warmth wrapping around him, which made another soft hum escape his lips. "Y/N, I’m sorry, but I can’t stay still like this," Jasper said, pinning you down on the bed while still inside you. He moved carefully, making sure not to cause any discomfort, gently nibbling at your neck again as he expertly worked to unclip your bra.

"J… Jaz," you managed to gasp between whimpers and moans, this was pure ecstasy for a human. A wave of guilt washed over you, knowing he had to hold himself back, and you could only imagine how that felt for him. If you were a vampire, he could unleash his wild side without restraint. "I’m sorry you have to hold back," you said, looking up at him as he lifted his head to meet your gaze. "Don’t worry about it, darling. This is just as heavenly for me as it is for you," he replied, maintaining his rhythm inside you.

Jasper POV: (Hours Later)

I felt like my life was absolutely perfect, with Y/N curled up in my arms, her hair sticking to her sweaty forehead. It was honestly the cutest thing ever, and I wouldn’t trade that moment for anything in the world. I did everything I could to convince her to stay human, to live life and grow old with me. Anyone who said Y/N was stubborn was definitely onto something.

Alice had already seen it, Y/N savoring the joy of being barefoot in the woods as she raced ahead of us all. Her gently resting her head on my chest during family movie nights, her little battles with her appetite, and those expressive dark eyes of hers when we didn’t feed well enough. Honestly, Y/N would make an incredible vampire, a fantastic addition to our family.

"Jasper," Y/N's sleepy voice pulled me from my thoughts as she rested her hand on my bare chest, her warmth spreading in the spot where my heart would beat. "You’re awake," I said, looking down at her while she gazed up at me. In a heartbeat, her lips found mine, and I eagerly kissed her back, wrapping my arm around her waist to pull her closer.

Like I’ve said in the other posts, none of these are written by me but I like to be really organized with my things. When I want to go back and re-read these from time to time, I have to be able to link back to them you know? 

And these have all been sitting in my drafts FOREVER, which absolutely doesn’t help any of the authors get their works out. So I’ve decided to link them to share them, but I do reblog them more than once just to keep it out there for people to read as well. 

I hope people don’t take these lists to mean I’m trying to take credit for them or anything. 

I just really like lists! 

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😭🙏im finally back sorry for real for real

Im sooooo sorry I was supposed to release the rest of chapter one but I completely forgot so ill get back to writing soon and making other fics 😭🙏