I wanna be positive and say positive things on here but damn life is making it hard rn

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I wanna be positive and say positive things on here but damn life is making it hard rn

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mean to me: you make me want to hurt myself ☹️☹️☹️
nice to me: you make me want to hurt myself ❤️❤️❤️
conclusion: ?????????
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° TW ~ S/H ~ plz block dont report <3
I love love love my boxcutter knife I love how nice & sturdy it is in my hand and the *click click click* of the blade coming up feels like ive been clicker trained :3
☆ I dont even need to clean it, I just snap the top off. Easy!
Tw SH mention below
I finnaly get to cvt now that im showering!
I am so angry and so so done with everything. I want to hit my own family and i want to hurt myself badly as well. I want to set my room on fire and destroy everything I've made. I wish my parents and sister died so I could be free from them at last. I no longer want things to Get Better, I just want them to be over.

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i have tags i want to follow but mutuals that would kill me for it + also it's probably not good to be exposed to images of your own fantasies longterm probably? not in this context. well maybe it is
cons:
- it will hurt. itll hurt a lot
pros:
- ???
facts:
- i deserve it because i am disgusting and ugly
major sh tw
the only thing keeping me clean is the fact i dont have access to anything that would cause bleeding. I have a safety pin on my shorts but i just want to see blood at safety pins aren't able to bring what i want.
Deadass tho i literally couldn't stop my body from searching for something that could work and in my head i was just repeatedly saying "I dont want to" idk wtf happened i literally couldn't control my body