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hi, hi !! i hope you all are doing well & here’s some things that have happened while i’ve been out ! i'm actually pretty inactive in general & i seldom use any social media & i think it's been around a year and a half or maybe two since i've been here & i’ll probably still be on hiatus, i haven't been too active on social media or discord at all / in general since i've been doing my best to try to better myself & most of my freetime for the past couple year or two have gone towards working, paying bills & saving up for payment plans & college expenses & such as well as taking classes & doing classwork & homework & practicing healthier coping skills & trying to relax when i get the chance,

i hope everyone's been doing alright & since i've last been here, lots of things happened in my life, i finally ended up graduating from high school after stopping going, i've gotten a job as a captioning agent at captioncall, i've been working since, and i've become a psych major & a freshman in college, i have been mostly working & taking classes in college & the time has flown by,

i'm happy to say that i've been over a year clean from all forms of self-harm, i haven't attempted suicide, purged, binged, restricted or been hospitalized for my mental health in many months, and i've been doing my best to use positive coping skills & my dbt skills & i am now at a healthy weight & doing my best to cope with all of my mental illnesses & past eating disorders,  i’ve also somehow earned the millennium scholarship & maintained a 4.0 in college so far ! ( i don’t plan on maintaining it, though, it’s incredible to see where i used to be compared to today... )

thank you to everyone who is still following me after all the time i've been gone, that means a lot to me & i'd love to reach out to all my old beloved friends here & thank you all for helping me when i was at my lowest & all of my mutuals too & everyone who's ever left me a kind message & or ask,

i have never forgotten everyone’s who’s shared their kindness with me & i really appreciate all of that & you all, & if anyone is interested, please feel free to message me & or reply here & i'll do my best to get back to you whenever i can, my replies are usually slow due to work & school & my health, though, i'll do my best to try to reply before i get too caught up with work & school again !

thank you to everyone who's been here for so long, you all have seen me from when i used to be in & out of the hospital from getting admitted to longterm & afterwards, lots of things have happened, though, i wish you all the best & all of you deserve lots of joy & i hope all of your days have been kind to you ! & please try & take care & i hope all of your days will be sweet to you & you all deserve the best,