âi miss a lot of things, though. 'cos iâm either not in the area, or i donât really care much to re-evaluate what i just saw and make it significant to my life. sure, what if someone proposes in the park and i see it, but itâs not my life. and if i missed it, i wouldnât really care at all. i have my moments. and i donât want to go looking for it. it sounds desperate. and iâm not desperate.â she scoffs, making assumptions while arms fold across her chest. âwhatever. life stops for now one, and plus. it seems like itâs going really slow right now. maybe itâs going too fast for your regular pace since youâre so old.â there. she pulled the age card just like so many others did to her. âyou appreciate useless things? go for it. it ainât my life. and plus, the moments i have, i donât miss âem. âcos iâm aware of them, so âcourse i wouldnât miss it. what is this, life lessons with you 101? i donât want âem. thanks.â