#sgnkai

😟-  a worried text

( 4 ) NEW MESSAGES FROM LILY !!

[ text ⤑ unblocked for now ] you know there are times where i worry about you.[ text ⤑ unblocked for now ] right now is not one of them[ text ⤑ unblocked for now ] but what ever it is i hope u get through it [ text ⤑ unblocked for now ] .

🤐 + an awkward text  !

(kakaotalk)

10.02AM

msg* kai >> yo kai sorry to ask you but like...msg* kai >> i’m going to be sucking off a dude in the janitor’s closet so like...msg* kai >> can you not come by the janitor’s closet today?

🙏 + an apologetic text  !

(kakaotalk)

06.28PM

msg* kai >> hey kai? i’m sorry you had to see me kissing another dudemsg* kai >> but we’re friends, right? so you can just forget about it, right?msg* kai >> sorry bestie!

🗑️  + a text that wasn’t sent !

(kakaotalk)

09.07PM

❎ ; meant for someone else

  ( outgoing … unknown number )✦ should i eat three spicy ramyun bowls in 20 mins or should i approach my problems ✦ is three too little i heard people do like five??✦ WAIT SORRY WRONG NUMBER but if u have input i’d love to hear

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See Yeogeum would like to say he had a very calm childhood, that there never was any problems back in France, but that? That may be, just may not be the complete truth. Back in France, Yeogeum rarely ever left his home, because he didn’t have any reason for doing it, he was home-schooled and did he need anything like a dentist, a doctor or something else, they would come to him, he would not come to them. So his only actual way of interacting with the outside world was through the many maids, butlers, chefs and through the internet. He wasn’t on the internet too much, it confused him and he didn’t find it too interesting. But something he did find interesting? His mom’s nail-polish, her make-up, her hair, how all the female workers spend time together. He wanted to do it too, but oh so, then he figured out that nail-polish, make-up and braiding? That apparently wasn’t for boys. In the beginning Yeogeum’s parents tried a therapist, or hiding all the make-up and nail polish from him, but when that didn’t work then they decided there was something wrong with him because he didn’t have any friends, and off he was sent to Seongnam University. In the beginning Seongnam University was kind of like his home, just with much more people he needed to avoid (and a roommate), but then he began seeing himself change over time. He noticed how at when swimming practice he would sometimes look at the others in the showers, or how he would sometimes blush when his hand accidentally stroke another man’s hand. But it wasn’t until one day that he skipped class to be with someone and they ended up being a little more intimate than he had imagined that he realized ‘hey, I probably like boys’. And thus ever since, every now and then, he would skip a lesson or two to be at the bathroom or the janitor’s room with a male he found attractive. Today, was another one of those days. He was inside the janitor’s room with one of his hyungs, lights off and lips all over each other. It was just as he starting driving his hands under the other male’s shirt, that suddenly the light got turned on. Immediately both stopped, the guy Yeogeum was making out with? He was a tad smarter than Yeogeum and ran past Yeogeum and the person who had caught them in a second, leaving Yeogeum alone with the person who had caught him kissing another male. Yeogeum? Perhaps he should’ve run, but instead he just froze looking at the other. “H-hi…” ah great job Yeogeum, getting caught like this and then trying to start a conversation. “The weather is n-nice today, isn’t it?”