- ok he's sexy i want his body - ok he's alright i wanna spend time with him - wait no I'm not getting attached what are you talking about what is this weird feeling - WHY IS HE CAPTIVATING ME SO MUCH FUCKING MAKE THIS STOP - EVERYTHING HURTS EVERYTHING IS HORRIBLE I NEVER WANNA SEE HIM AGAIN but i want to - KILL ME AND TAKE MY HEART AWAY, I AM UNWORTHY OF THIS WORLD and finally - ok i fucking love you there I said it, shut up and be mine for ever you son of a bitch