A Change in Me
Over the last few months, and when I say few, I mean since last summer in July, had been rough. Because I have struggled trying to find out who I am. Between the time then to the new year starting, I’ve come to realize I am in love with my best friend. Yeah for most that’s sorta normal. But for me, it was a different love than I’ve ever had with anyone. I cared more about her than I’ve ever cared about my ex boyfriends. I realized I want to be that person to take care of her when she needs someone. I want to be her person. And this is all new to me. Because I always told myself, you’re going to be married to this guy and he’s going to take care of you. But no. I don’t think that’s likely anymore. But who knows. Futures change every day. But she’s been the most consistent person in my life since we met and her ass better stay that way.
