β i am eternally yours. until the stars go out. and maybe, even after that. β (to tarquin)
Devoted, Yearning, & Obsessive Starters
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Tarquin was often quick to call others saps and hopeless romantics, to tease them about how besotted they were, and to accept he'd probably never see anyone act or talk like that about him. He'd been fine with it, really. No one had caught his eye to such a level anyway, so dealing with that much intensity from someone else would've just felt strange and stifling.
Like in so many things, Ashur was his exception.
Ashur just being himself had pulled Tarquin deeper and deeper into a slew of dreams and cravings and hopes. Ashur matching every one of those desires felt like the only time the Maker had ever shown Tarquin mercy. Ashur treating him with such adoration, even in small and casual ways, made Tarquin want to balk, to cling, to argue and say nothing and cry. And Ashur being so honest could still take Tarquin's breath away.
His hands lowered as he finished untying his hair, letting it sweep forward around his face while he shifted his weight back against the other man. Staring at the stars in question out the small window of his flat, Tarquin rested one palm on the arm looped round his bare waist while his other hand rested on Ashur's cheek. His own face was burning with ruddy pink from ear to ear. I don't know why you'd tie yourself to me... but please don't let go.
"Just like I'm yours," Tarquin managed, softspoken and more vulnerable than he'd ever let anyone else hear. "To marrow, and last breath, and whatever's beyond." A few breaths, then he let slip a quiet, fond, flustered chuckle. "...Can't call you a sap anymore; you turned me into one too."









