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I keep trying. Basch is my patron saint of not giving up.

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āa cold coming we had of itā
He might show you something that is within you that nobody else noticed... Sit with Him.
- Pastor Steven Furtick (Elevation Church, "Tired on the Inside", 2020)
we are taught to interpret Esauās trading of his birthright for a bowl of stew as impulsiveness, even (in Christian language) as a āweakness of the flesh.ā He chooses instant gratification over the farther off but far more valuable thing, and thus proves himself unworthy of his firstborn status and all it entails -- Abrahamās wealth and social power, but also Abrahamās relationship with God.
i donāt believe that.
Esau gave in to Jacobās demand because he knew that Jacob would never have the means to compel Esau to make good on his word.
Jacob was physically weaker. Jacob was set to inherit the tiniest fragment of the wealth and resources that Esau would inherit. how on earth would Jacob ever wrest the birthright and the blessing he was owed from Esau?
Esauās ācrimeā here is less impulsiveness, and more a trust in the status quo. his world of patriarchy and primogeniture promised him his inheritance, whether he was a good man or bad, an honest man or a liar. he could tell his younger brother whatever Jacob wanted to hear, but down the road he could trust that their father would bestow the blessing on Esau anyway.
his reliance on the status quo is what allows Esau to hand over his birthright so easily -- because he knows that merely saying itās Jacobās now does not make it so.
Esauās great failing is that he assumes that his cultureās will is Godās will.
the problem for Esau is that God does not play by human rules.
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in the Book of Genesis and throughout the rest of scripture, we see God working within the bounds of cultural assumptions and norms, rolling with the binary systems that human societies construct -- right up to the point where Xe doesnāt.
In The Soul of the Stranger: Reading God and Torah from a Transgender Perspective, Jewish scholar Joy Ladin focuses on the elements of gender inherent to the system of primogeniture that places the firstborn Esau over the secondborn Jacob in every way. To her, biblical maleness comes in different āflavorsā -- the roles expected of a firstborn son are different from those assigned to non-firstborn sons. She says,
āJacob and Esau are both male and are born almost simultaneously, but they are assigned at birth to very different gender roles. Because Esau emerges from the womb first, he is considered the firstborn, heir not only to Isaacās worldly possessions but also to the relationship with God that Isaac inherited from his father, Abraham. Though Jacob is born holding onto his brotherās heel, he is considered the second-born, expected to accept the authority of his older brother, who, after their fatherās death, will be the head of the family. Like the gender binary, this law of inheritance, called āprimogeniture,ā creates a lifelong, life-determining binary division between males who are and those who arenāt firstborn sons. And like the gender binary, primogeniture turns biology, in this case birth order, into destiny. The way male children are raised, the roles they are assigned, and the futures toward which they are steered are determined by whether they are or arenāt firstborn sons.ā (p. 36)
Esau has grown up understanding that his inheritance is his destiny. Itās what heās been born for, what heās been raised for, what he is entitled to. Why would he believe that he would ever have to make good on his silly promise to Jacob to hand over that destiny? Itās set in stone, inviolable.
at least it is in the eyes of men. but not to God.
Sermon Notes 3-8-20

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Jesusā Last Passover
The Passover Celebration tells the story of how Yahweh rescued and redeemed the ancient Israelites out of slavery in Egypt. Fast forward 3000 years, the leaders in Jerusalem have been out to get Jesus, so, brilliantly he times his last days to coincide precisely with the Passover meal. Jesus has one final night with his disciples to explain why he has to die, and he does so by using the Passover meal.Ā Ā
If you donāt understand Passover, you don't understand Jesus, and you don't understand why we take the bread and the cup every Sunday. Ā
āThen came the day of Unleavened Bread, on which the Passover lamb had to be sacrificed. So Jesus sent Peter and John, saying, āGo and prepare the Passover for us, that we may eat it.ā They said to him, āWhere will you have us prepare it?ā He said to them, āBehold, when you have entered the city, a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him into the house that he enters and tell the master of the house, āThe Teacher says to you, Where is the guest room, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?ā And he will show you a large upper room furnished; prepare it there.ā And they went and found it just as he had told them, and they prepared the Passover.ā
At this point there is a price on Jesusā head, he doesn't have much time. Jesus is going to transform the meaning of this meal. In 24 hours he will hanging on a Roman execution rack. Jesus and his disciples celebrate the Passover meal 12-24 hours before the rest of the city, time is of the essence.
This is almost like a spy movie. Jerusalem is packed, crowded with pilgrims from all over the eastern world on the most important Jewish holiday of the year. Jesus is a public figure; he is a wanted man. He can't just go waltzing into the city, so instead he has secretly prepared this whole deal with anonymous people, complete with code names and everything. All of this is a protective measure because he needs one last night with his friends, to pause and pass on the meaning of why he has to die. Or as Gandalf would put it.
āIt's the deep breath before the plungeāĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
āAnd when the hour came, he reclined at table, and the apostles with him. And he said to them, āI have earnestly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer. For I tell you I will not eat it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God.ā
The Passover meal has changed and evolved in the centuries since Jesus and his followers gathered in that upper room 2000 years ago. Nowadays there are a whole bunch of added elements that Jesus wouldnāt have performed, this is the stripped down version. It consists of few parts separated by a drink of wine and a blessing.
1. āBlessed are You, LORD our God, King of the universe, Who creates the fruit of the vine." followed by a drink.
2. The dipping of the Karpas(green vegetable) into saltwater
The oldest known interpretation of this practice is connected to the story of Joseph. The dipping of the karpas is linked to the dipping of his multicolored coat into blood by his brothers. The bitter story of how the Israelites ended up in Egypt.
3. Then the youngest child at the table would ask a few questions to kick the meal off.
What makes this night different from all other nights?
Why do we eat only unleavened bread tonight?
Why do we eat bitter herbs tonight?
Why do we dip the vegetable tonight?
Why do we all recline at this table tonight?
4. The story of the Exodus would be retold and Psalm 113 would be recited.
Praise the Lord! Praise, O servants of the Lord, Ā Ā Ā praise the name of the Lord! Blessed be the name of the Lord Ā Ā Ā from this time forth and forevermore! From the rising of the sun to its setting, Ā Ā Ā the name of the Lord is to be praised! The Lord is high above all nations, Ā Ā Ā and his glory above the heavens!
Who is like the Lord our God, Ā Ā Ā who is seated on high, who looks far down Ā Ā Ā on the heavens and the earth? He raises the poor from the dust Ā Ā Ā and lifts the needy from the ash heap, to make them sit with princes, Ā Ā Ā with the princes of his people.
5. āBlessed are You, LORD our God, King of the universe, Who creates the fruit of the vine." followed by a drink of wine.
To have an authentic Passover meal you need:
Unleavened Bread
The Egyptians were urgent with the people to send them out of the land in haste. For they said, āWe shall all be dead.ā So the people took their dough before it was leavened, their kneading bowls being bound up in their cloaks on their shoulders. (Exodus 12)
āBlessed are You, LORD our God, King of the universe, Who brings forth bread from the earth.ā
The Bitter Herb
The point of eating this was to make you cry. It was a way to participate in the slavery and suffering of their ancestors
So they ruthlessly made the people of Israel work as slaves and made their lives bitter with hard service, in mortar and brick, and in all kinds of work in the field. In all their work they ruthlessly made them work as slaves. (Exodus 1)
Unblemished Lamb
The night before the Exodus, God brought justice against Egypt's injustice. That night God sent a plague to go through Egypt, although God provided a means of escape. The Israelites were to have picked an unblemished lamb to slaughter. Its blood upon their doorpost was a means of being spared from God's wrath.
And Jesus Ā took a cup, and when he had given thanks he said, āTake this, and divide it among yourselves. For I tell you that from now on I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes.ā
At this point the disciples would have been confused. After all Passover is about the past, but Jesus gives this meal a new meaning connected to his suffering and death. It's not just about the past, it's about the future, about the coming of God's kingdom. Ā Ā Ā
And he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, āThis is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.ā
Jesus does not say āthis is the bread that our ancestors ateā, instead he says, āThis is my body.ā No one had ever said things like this before, he takes an ancient symbol and transforms it in a surprising way. Bread was their staple food, it was sustenance and life. Bread is life, and Jesus is taking this symbol and claims that his death will somehow bring sustenance. Somehow his death is life.
And likewise the cup after they had eaten, saying, āThis cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.
After they had eaten the Lamb, Jesus connects his blood to the blood of the lamb. In the same way that the spotless lamb protected the Israelites from Godās wrath.
Jesus was taking the most ancient and traditional Ā elements of Judaism and tied them to himself, to his story. Through his death and suffering he is Passover lamb. He kicked off a new Exodus, freeing his people from sin and death. Jesus takes this ancient story of his people, where
through the lamb,
Yahweh saves the Israelites
From slavery to Pharaoh.
He takes that basic plot line, but swaps out all the players. So now
through Jesus,
Yahweh saves the world
From slavery to the powers of sin and death.
My minister is using GoT as a sermon illustration this morning and his GoT exegesis is NOT on point :-/
it is well
with my soul