#sept2019openwhen

september 16, 2019

8:54am

waiting for a jeep. on my way to the city for official business. hopefully i will finish everything today.

oh forgot to make kwento... the new friend v turns out has major issues. and batchmate c has minor issues. just like d and s. sheesh.

where can i find friends where the only issue would be where to have coffee and find keto meals? why do i attract those kinds? why me? and the nahawa me from you as a man for others will say... why not me? your goodness is rubbing off on me. in a way, that’s good. but please not too good. heheheh! i need a lil evil to make me -me.

maybe the book club would be a place for friendships. maybe. my gulay... bwahahahahaha!

11:08am

yesterday was busy. did stuff for meh who is doing stuff for pzz today. she is coming over this weekend for another lecture and instant ppp for her teachings. aaarrrggghhh! why can’t she do her own research? why depend on meh? why does meh still help after saying last time that that was the last time already? bcoz meh thinks it’s of it as her service to God. and somehow, meh is right. and i go along preparing the visuals. sigh.

all that is exhausting. seems like the relaxing massage i had that morning slowly melted away as i was pounding away at photoshop. from about 4:30pm til 11pm. of course i had my dinner break. i cannot work if i am staaaaarving. hahaha! and i did finish the bg images for the ppp.

and to ease into sleep, i watch a lil gibbs. and surprisingly, i slept well and woke up really late this morning. feels good to have a relaxing sleep. and yes, thebebeh slept well beside me.

but am not in my usual swing of things. coz i didn’t write this on the hanx. this is straight here on t. feels different. but change is good. good to rewire the brain sometimes. i kinda miss the clackitey clack of the old typewriter. but silence is good too. am rambling. i must be getting my mojo back. read: i must be waking up.

as i finish this up, all 3 dogs are sleeping soundly on the cold floor. my room stays cool longer even if i turn off the ac at 5am.i dunno why. maybe am centrally located. i dunno. must be a science thing. something for abby for sure. hahahaha! am rambling again.

today, i intend to veg out on pinterest and play homestreet. hopefully. btw, w has been absent for 2 days. thank God c is around. will talk with c to not take her day off so that the oldies have company when i go to b.

september 8, 2019

6:35 pm

it's been a long day. a day with family. a day for social obligations. it is exhausting. and draining. and a time of testing my patience.

i think my day has ended. i hope. i just can't adult anymore. i got nothing more to give today.

september 6, 2019

8:00 am

good morning babe! after getting knocked out super early last night, i am up snd about really early today. not your kind of early, but early for a night owl like me. okay a vampire is more like me. hahaha!

was awake at 7 but got up at 7:30. a-my neighbor diagonally from across the street brought my order of oils from doterra. as she was thanking me again on fb msgr for my order, she casually mentioned that she and her bf already broke up. i told her i was surprised by this but glad that she is whole and happy. we will make plans in the future for coffee or something.

this very brief meeting up with an old neighbor is a very apt reminder that i don't have to look far for friendship. sometimes they are right beside you. just need to find a lil time for real conversations.

here's to early mornings and old friends.