#sept14th

A year ago, I shared my annual birthday message. I described myself as someone “filled with emotion and drive with a hint of excitement”. I am pleased to say I am still that person. But I reminisce this naïve Jayden. An unsure individual, who was ballsy enough to walk into that part of his life somewhat blindfolded. Now that I have gone through the past year. I have realised just how myopic and bonkers I was. Nonetheless, I lean on that bravery today. I lean on that naïve Jayden who had no idea, yet he was optimistic. I lean on his ability to hold on just a little longer as he back floats on the meandering river called Life. I think of him a lot, I love him especially today. I am seventeen today and saying that gives me a lot of pride. I have not done much yet, but I have done significantly more than I expected of myself. I am excited and I am proud, but most importantly grateful.

The sky today looks the same from when I was sixteen, the air smells the same and my breakfast has not changed. However, my imagination, my expectations and my eagerness have. They have made me a passionate person, a braver person and someone hungry to become better every chance he gets. I can say that my house on fire has finally burnt down. Now all that is left are the ashes and opportunities to rebuild beyond my wildest dreams. However, I will not leave this unscathed, which is good. It is within those wounds; my lessons and reminders are etched. They are permanent and vital.

I remember the intuitive words of Mary Gates “Each one of us has to start out with developing his or her definition of success. And when we have these specific expectations of ourselves, we are more likely to live up to them. Ultimately, it is not what you get or even what you give. It's what you become”. Who will I be a year from now? Who will you be a year from now? What will we become? My birthday request to you is to be a better you. Finally read that book you bought, say hello to an old friend, buy a colleague some lunch or tend to that plant you have been neglecting. Anything to be a bit nicer to yourself or another. Anything to become a better You. Anything to lean on that past You, who paved the path for your Now.

Thank you, and Happy Birthday to me!

Yours truly,