The first picture is of a coworker of mine who is like a sister to me, NOT my gf.
But about my gf. I love her so much. I love this apartment that we have. Its seriously so cute. We got a fish named Jimmy-Nemo. God, this is literally perfect. Money is so tight right now but with her by my side it doesn't seem so bad. We had a stay at home date the other night. And I LOVE waking up to her. We get up and run errands. We do it together. We adult together, we get shit done.
I am so happy, im not sure what to think. Things have never been this good for me. Sometimes I have to force myself to enjoy it because I get so scared that somethings going to happen to fuck it up. But I gotta learn to enjoy this and help myself understand that I deserve this good that is happening.
God damn, she is such a beautiful being. I have got to be the luckiest man in the world. She means everything to me. I mean..literally everything. I am going to marry her if its the last thing I do.
