#sensitive coolkid problems

2015 in review: January: uhhhh February: uhhh i had vday with michael i guess? I dont remember. I think this was when i called the cops on my mom also March: i think i turned in my ap portfolio??? And freecon happened i think April: MICHAEL HAD A BIRTHDAY AND IT WAS GR8 i dont remwmber it tbh tho May: everything was goign to fuckall with senior year and i wanted to die June: i graduated and stopped doing stuff ^p^ Also my grandpa died and that sucked and my family went to shit July: the transition to not being in school began to take root. Also i got into the splatoon community. August: i turned 19 and it was a definite better birthday than my 18th birthday September: fuck if i know. Uhhh. Not much maybe October: i got hired to gamestop n worked on halloween (shame i didnt bang on halloween tbh) November: this literally just happened and i dont remember a bit of it. I was having severe anxiety and skipped out on thanksgiving so i didnt celebrate it at all December: my rp turned to shit so ive been miaing on it and ive been doing more shit online and on tera than irl. Had a semi ok christmas it was happy and we dont have much money but whatever it was fun. Sidenote: game grumps and my boyfriend helped me get rhrough this shitass year so personal thanks to them

on that subject i realized i just like saying michaels name a lot in general so when we're hangin out ill unconsciously say his name and every time he thinks im about to tell him something and its like nope oops im just really happy ur here is all my bad

my bf uninstalled tumblr from his phone. Ykno what that means???? I can gush about him w/o the event of him seeing it, texting me and me getting all flustered and puffed up about telling the world about him again, bECOS HE WONT SEE IT AHAHAHA

Im doodlin squid hairdos

Michael bought me a book he picked out for me. I mean, he didnt like, hey i chose this book i think youll like it, it was more like ahaha this looks like some weeb shit abigail and it was and it turned out to be perfect. So ive been reading it and honestly my disgust n disinterest with reading books has finally died down because its such a good story so far and being set in japan takes it away from boring me bc of being set in america or something. And. Everything is so unique!!! And its supposed to be a rival to 1984 and i loved 1984 as much as it freaked me out and made me angry but i honestly cant wait for this book to fuck me up. Its called 1Q84 they put a Q over the 9 haha what!!!!