#sendgoodvibesplease

So I’m extremely stressed and need to vent so here it goes….. First off I’m so fucking sick of my family just using me for my shit. Like I’m only good for them because I have Weed or money or they need my help. Secondly I’m so tired of feeling defeated and like no matter how hard I fucking try I’m going no where in life. I’m completely fucked for school in the fall cause no one in my family will be approved as a cosigner and I have make $1000+ payments a month when I don’t even bring home $1000 a month. And that’s another thing I’m tired of getting fucked over at work. I’m working 40+ hours a week feeling like I’m doing a job of 3 people while my coworkers and boss get to sit in the back office and chit chat all damn day. They’re just lucky I need the fucking money for fucking college or I wouldn’t be working this much. I’m just fucking tired of crying and feeling stressed out and tired and having panic attacks and anxiety attacks left and right. I just want to go back to being happy. Lastly I hate that Ryan has to deal with me being miserable all the time. He’s the best thing that has ever happened to me and I want to make sure he’s happy but he’s always worried about me and my stress and my tendency to overthink every fucking thing. Okay so I’m sorry whoever took the time to read my rant but I feel a little bit better now so thank you and here’s to things hopefully looking up.