Day 2: Self-Reflection Challenge : Self-Reflection:: saying sorry to those I’ve hurt... I know I can’t get back or give back the times that I didn’t give to my babygirl because I was so focused on “getting that bag” to take care of my girls after separating and then divorcing from their dad... however my daughters are my world and they is nothing that I wouldn’t do for both of them : My youngest daughter is literally me when I look at her I see me and there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for my baby girl.... saying sorry for not being there for her when I know she really needed me like how I was for my oldest daughter is something I truly regret. : I didn’t know at the time what it was that I was feeling but I have later come to find out that I suffered in silence with pre and postpartum depression before and after giving my youngest daughter really bad. : 25 years ago they wasn’t talking about it, what it is and what it does to a women and most importantly how it can literally destroy a women mentally, physically, and emotionally. : We have had a weird type of mother daughter relationship and I am fighting to be a better listener, communicator, and to control my emotions (I can be a bit of a hot head sometimes 🤷🏽♀️) .... this is the first step to building a stronger and better relationship between the two of us. : Since she’s been an adult we are learning so much about each other that we didn’t know about each other before especially what each other’s triggers are (this has helped us both so much). : One day at a time and one step at a time is better than not moving forward at all. I ♥️ my daughter! : : : #growthroughwhatyougothrough #selfreflectionchallenge #healingjourney #motherdaughterlove #ownyourstory #tellyourstory #useyourvoice #encourageyourself #selfworth💯 #myhealingjourney #sandeeismyname #healingtrauma (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7jdirsJ7tJ/?igshid=1aird6ttt4h6y
