#selfinspiration

1/10/22

This is m y first post of the year. HOORAH! I had got on here many times to post but didn’t make it for the reason is that I contracted covid-omicron variant before Christmas and got very brutally ill from it. Several times while I was sick I tried to get up and write in journals, type on my labtop, and record on my phone I was simply put, too weak to even do any of those things. So my imagation was left in sorrow. Three weeks later now and I finally feel up to return to my writings. During this period I also came up with a new story idea that will be the end of my career. It is a story I must tell to all of the world and I promise the rest of the world needs to listen. It is an important piece of storytelling that no matter the expression will turn out beautiful and significant.

(I have never felt so confident about something in my life)

It is the moment I was needing. It will force me to start my career and tell the stories I have in my head that I love so much. These stories have meaning and heart, and I only hope they are valued for the very meaning that their depth is perceived vividly prominent.

There is a smile on my face as I type. This has been going on my whole life, preparing myself for the moments that are about to happen before me. Every story, every experience, every moment good and bad, and to all those in between or neither. Every single soul I have encountered that has helped me, shaped me, molded me to be here. You have given so much to me. I must give back.

This is it. Prepare yourselves. I am about to give back.

May these stories shine to many glories, for ones to be heard and remembered and enjoyed. That in hope of what I do is not to be the best, but to inspire, share, help, explain, and point out that art reflects the world we need to see more importantly. That in our eyes we see one thing and in our minds see another. Future and glory are all together shared when things are true and unforgotten.

To every painting I paint, photo I capture, film I make, story I write, do not forget this one thing (talking to myself) is your stories must have this heart, they must contain depth, they must require love, they must be enjoyed and not forgotten, if even for a moment in time that is simply just a small fraction of what is right in time. To expand past the reaches of our problems and pull them near for the solving, agreement, and outcome. Cinematics will be enjoyed and applied, for the: Love, Drama, Laughs, Cries, Thrills, Adventure, The Horror, Heartbreak, and the reward. But mostly against hatred and standing for love.