#selfcaremode

honestly dont know how i was with someone who is actually so cold. ive tried to talk with this person recently, but suddenly feeling a little like a disease. like afterwards, looking back in, im like dang. :’( either he only treated me nice, because i was his girlfriend at that time--or i was in a mad haze. there were definitely small red flags that bothered me enough to subtly express my discomfort, especially considering their being inconsiderate to several important women in their life at that time and now i can see that coming full circle with the end of my relationship//friendship.