Aug 22, 2020
The feeling of being seen, liked and wanted by people no matter how formal the gesture is so intoxicating. It fills you with genuine happiness, that you are seen, and that you have some importance even if short lived, even if fleeting.
For someone who wishes to disappear without a trace, it's a bit hypocritical to like being liked so much and for it to affect me so.
#My thoughts#Being liked#Validation#idk kinda depressing ig?#being seen is such a blessing#having friends seems so unreal at times its crazy#personal#i really do want to disappear#and want that no one remembers me#but at the same time I want everyone to care and love and like me#hypocrisy at its finest tbh#want to run away into the woods but to have friends#idek tbh#self-reflection rn#writing ig
