#self-loce

Hey, y’all :). Just wanted to say...I MISS y’all, and love y’all DEARLY. I’ve been thinking of y’all, a lot. <33

And idk...I really do think I’ve gotten better within the past few days. Ever since I got back from vacay, I’ve done some HUGEE things, regarding mental fitness.

First, on 8/3, I posted a HELLAAA long Facebook post about my struggles this year. It seems like a little, but holy fucking SHITTT, Y’ALL I SPENT THREE HOURS ON THAT SHIT.

And I did not expect...the TREMENDOUS amount of support I received. It was phenomenal. Truly, so, so MANY of my friends were there for me, friends I didn’t even know were there, or friends I’ve forgotten...I’m really lucky to have such a loving community. :) <3

Secondly, I posted my whiteboard up! <33

Hopefully, with this, I can get a LOTTT OF habits and goals done!! <33

Also...yeah. :)

8/4- Shannon, the ever- fucking AWESOMEE @threehoursfromtroy decided to surprise me, with my very own fanart from her Korrasami Fanwork Positivity Campaign (which...I have not acknowledged completely/reblogged. xD.) I take a LOONG time to process things, guys, and THIS WAS A HUGE THING FOR ME FKDNDNDJ. But YES, I do...WHOLEHEARTEDLY accept that those who put effort into my gift, did it because they love me. :)

And, most of all, I love you, Shannon. Thank you a MILLION for this. <3

Also, @perishingshards I love you too. You little masterminds put both of this on >.> 👀👀👀👌🏼

8/5...I wrote a little. A LOT, really. :) <

8/6-8/7: Really, just...meditating a lot. Thinking. Accepting my thoughts, sitting in the PRESENT. I am a girl, who usually runs away from feelings, because they’re too HARD to process. I don’t wanna do that shit, I’d rather FEEL happiness and positivity. But...if one is ever to find *true* love and happiness, you GOTTA accept your feelings, and work through them 😫.

HONESTLY, I LOVEEEE thinking. Like, I LOVE thinking about the world, and its little intricacies, and its dot-dot-dots...that’s me, I’m a thinker 😫😂. I realized some REALLY cool things about myself, and what I perceive to be my purpose in life. Which is just...REALLY COOL. :) <3

8/8-8/9 was preparing for my trip to L.A xD

8/10 was THE DAY!!!!! <333 xD Well, I arrived in L.A, and...I met these BOMBBBBB- ASS girls, and HONESTLY, I’m in love lol

8/11- y’all...it was truly, TRULY, one of the BEST days of my life. :)

But, otherwise...it’s been a lot of journaling, reading (I even checked out library books! I LOVEEEEE reading about history and dope-shit like that, so I FUCKKNGGNGNGNNF got ‘Women of The Frontier’ and ‘Women Heroes of The American Revolution’ 😭👌🏼. Both, are very near and dear to my heart, and I love them very much. :) <33

Also, tho...I dunno. Got my sluggish moments. My *meh* moments. But to be FUCKING honest, if I’m not living life, and trying to be my BEST, then what the fuck am I doing? Your BEST is something that NEEDS to be worked at, but...I’ve had a lot of sluggish moments over this summer, and the last few weeks, that I’m REALLY not too pleased about Dx.

But, then again...I’ve also come to realize the beauty of growing. I’ve been thinking of myself from last year, to now, and a whole lot has CHANGED. FOR FUCKING INSTANCE LOL, I’m now part of the bombest-ass fitness community that I helped create :D, am now a HUGEE member of the Korrasami community 😫👌🏼🙌🏼, have met people and heroes that I never THOUGHT I would, have done incredible, amazing, fucking unfathomable things...idk, I’m INCREDIBLE. I should stand to tell myself that more often, because I don’t hear it enough, from me. 😫👌🏼

So, life has a lot of bright spots right now. There’s a LOT to do for Korra Fitness, the Korra community, my travel blog, my work-out plans, my...new/old-found realization of the EFFECT I have had on people (which, I’ve gone through old screenshots of, and EVERYONE should know how they have a positive effect on others :), and just...living life. :Di

I only have a WEEK left of summer (6 days as I type this 😫🙅🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️)... and uhh...LETS MAKE THE MOST OF IT LOOOL. 🔥🔥🔥🔥💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🙌🏼😁👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼

Also, tho, @zelegendaryfit has inspired me to make this post, because uhhh, he’s fucking awesome AND mental fitness is important. So, here ya go, bud. :) I’ma try to update with both mental and physical fitness updates. 😭😭❤️

Also, a QUICK shout-out to my babes @threehoursfromtroy @perishingshards @somonebeatmetoit @reallifekorraexists @tokaywineandcheese @trans-sister-radi0 @anubisatmidnight for keeping me afloat, I LOVE YALL SO MUCH KFKDKDKDN😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼❤️