You know, sometimes I wonder if people would even care if I gave up on art. I mean, I know my friends would probably say something like "Oh, don't do that!" but...do people really care?
I'm not trying to guilt anyone or try to make people feel bad, but it's a question that's been bugging me for awhile now. Would people care? I mean, I don't really think my art really inspires anyone, and I'm fairly certain no one is thinking "I wonder when Tia is going to update with a new picture. I can't wait to see what she makes!" like I do with so many people, including a large number of my friends.
I don't know, maybe I'm being too hard on myself, but when I look around and see that no one really seems to care about what I draw anymore, it really makes me feel kind of...insignificant? I probably won't stop drawing because that's my way of stress relief, but at the same time, I'm growing to hate it and everything I do because I feel like no one really cares what I have to say through my drawings. Even if I don't always like or reblog everything I like that was drawn by my friends and other artists I admire, I'm going to their art blogs at least five to six times a day and looking to make sure I haven't missed anything new. I'm always looking because I'm excited to see what they're going to draw next.
Ah, just ignore me, I guess. It's just something I wanted to type out to see if it'd make me feel better to get it out in the open. If it gets worse though, I doubt I'll be posting many things online. *sighs*