#self-frustration

I'm not trying to guilt anyone or try to make people feel bad, but it's a question that's been bugging me for awhile now. Would people care? I mean, I don't really think my art really inspires anyone, and I'm fairly certain no one is thinking "I wonder when Tia is going to update with a new picture. I can't wait to see what she makes!" like I do with so many people, including a large number of my friends.

I don't know, maybe I'm being too hard on myself, but when I look around and see that no one really seems to care about what I draw anymore, it really makes me feel kind of...insignificant? I probably won't stop drawing because that's my way of stress relief, but at the same time, I'm growing to hate it and everything I do because I feel like no one really cares what I have to say through my drawings. Even if I don't always like or reblog everything I like that was drawn by my friends and other artists I admire, I'm going to their art blogs at least five to six times a day and looking to make sure I haven't missed anything new. I'm always looking because I'm excited to see what they're going to draw next.