But.. When..?
If i could have a chance to start again
I would be a rebel girl who wants to pursue her freedom through art
I'll convince my parents that I believe in what I'll do
I'll paint
I’ll sing
Do some theater performances and photograph life
I’ll work in a coffee shop, become a Barista
I will live in a small apartment with steady although not much salary
I’ll smoke pot sometimes, drink beer almost every night, and maybe smoking once or twice a year
I won't be dependent to my parents financially
I'll get tattoo, piercings, be myself, have a great social life
Then if I had enough money and great art projects, I'll apply to some art scholarships outside my current country
Greet other culture, other people, other nature
But...
Look at me, I'm a coward, a dreamer who doesn't step outside to do everything I want..
Look at me, I’m still sitting in the same cage, only bigger than before..
But also, I still have those plans in my mind, in case I got the courage to break the wall.
But... when..?
