I am a firm believer in "everything happens for a reason." I believe... I'm POSITIVE that we go through certain trials & tribulations in order to improve ourselves & our well being.
I've learned in a very short time that it is much better to let people in, especially if you love them. Not saying be naive & just give yourself away to any & everyone, but don't be afraid to show your true self because... well... what exactly are you hiding from? Others or yourself? Believe me, I know it's hard, but once people get a chance to see the real you, they will LOVE YOU!
You've gotta learn how to love yourself & once you've learned that, lean to love other people... then learn how to accept love. Accept all your flaws & embrace them. Embrace them with jokes, piercings, tattoos, etcetera; whatever it takes to make YOU love YOU, DO IT! God wouldn't want you to not love what he's created because you are a work of are & you are a masterpiece.
Be true to who you are & let God use you in every way possible & I promise you will have everlasting peace & happiness. Always remember that you are worth it & nobody can tell you otherwise. You've gotta let go of the negative energy &keep a positive mind state. Negative energy is contagious, but positivity is powerful beyond words.
Do ya thang love & shine brighter than the moon, the sun, & the stars. Light up the universe with your love.