#self immolation tw

probs mildly horrified is more the emotion to feel, rather than amazed or disappointed. i mean, amazed at the time but like, what does that really mean, ykno? watching a trainwreck or say, non specifically, for no particular reason, a teen burn to death is amazing at the time, in the context of 'there is no way this could possibly be happening' and as it passes u end up with horrified as the emotion you feel. Just, again, as a totally, off the wall, not personal, non specific example of something that could, potentially, be perceived as amazing in a negative sense, and then followed shortly by horrifying.