#seldritchart

"Hey, lose your light? Here you can take mine."

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Wanted to draw a serious thing with my operator for a while now after having played New War (and thinking of replaying it soon). Especially since I named them Lucian which has the funny meaning of 'light'.

Below so can you find the winged version/alternate universe version since I like putting wings on characters (and since you can put eros wings on operators shh) Hope you guys like it. <3

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(Edit: Also have a small blink version I made since I wanted to use it as an icon)

+ Wally on his own (feel free to use it if wanted hehe (just no money related things though unless discussed).

++ my wally!operator (and normal operator)

Finished the operater version as well: (https://www.tumblr.com/seldritchowl/812473673809362944/like-mentioned-yesterday-so-was-i-working-on-my)

I include some headcannons I have for him as well below. ^^

(+ winged au version above)

+ his messed up arm and void scarring.

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Headcannons (there is more just this what I have written so far) :

Young Adult (unsure on exact),

Has very much undiagnosed autism on top of everything else.

Doesn't technically need glasses, but uses them as some small comfort. Same with never really cutting his hair, wanting to slight honor what little he remembers of his older sister.

Had an older sister, as well tried to keep one of their parents alive (thinking they would get better eventually.. right?) until both died for different reasons/time while on the Zariman.

Acts more 'cheerful/positive' and has a whole 'I'm totally unbothered by this.. yes :)" then their younger counterpart. Very selfless in a sense to the people they care about (to a really concerning degree but Cian would just say "Its fine shh.. I already died countless times. Whats one more to the count?".,

Unlike Lucian so does Cian have full-grown wings that he could fly with. If it wasn't for him not really taking care of them at all (prefer flying with kaithe really either way)..

Cian/Kian eyes have a funky iridescent glow to them. The colours being influenced by what emotion he feeling most intensely (usually a mix of all colors as 'neutral').

Anger = Red, Envy = Green, Sorrow = Blue, Joy = Pink.

Sees his alternate younger self in a sibling-like fashion. Which makes him act more often then not like an older sibling.

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Saw this image and had to draw it with Cian aka my drifter since yes. Original image below:

Some art I did of my boi Atrophis as a fun loose study thing

Here his clothing reference and below so can you find his void-corrupted scarring + his wings au design:

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Headcannons I have for him:

Lucian (Tenno/ Traumatized war soldier kid hehe)

- 14-15 years old,

- Undiagnosed autistic.. on top of everything else.,

- Follows same lore as in game (though with a few hc+ shitpost energy added on since yes),

- Acts more stand off-ish then their drifter counterpart. Tries to act mature and be serious. Can be seen as rather stoic and apathetic at times (doesn't want to loose anyone else, which makes him shy away from social stuff if not necessary for mission), and shouldn't really be trusted too much (my boi has trust issues).,

- Often forgot that he need to eat after spending much time in transference. Made Ordis set an alarm during certain times, and even then not end up eating until forced (or at Ordis suggestion).

- Surprisingly very fast for having been in stasis for very long time.

- More au style: Trying to slowly 'befriend' Wally in a way. Or at least finds its company both intimidating/scary as hell, but somewhat also enjoyable-annoying at times. Often greeting him every time he appears. (Still figuring this out heh)

- Being stabbed by Ballas and then promptly yeeted into the void left a permanent stab wound/scarring around his chest which often gives him phantom pain and a pulsing cold sensation that Lucian slowly learned to ignore.

- The frost bite like scarring around his hands came from Lucian first time utilizing void beam/concentrated void. As I imagine the sensation of it being like sticking your hand in dry ice for long time. With that Lucian has lost most sensation in his fingers (can still utilize them normally, just can't really feel temperature or pain and the like much anymore).

- His wings (in the wing au) are underdeveloped (being stuck as a kid/no longer really 'ageing' stopped the process of it), as well the subsequent incident with his parents when still on the Zariman so did it leave with one of them being void 'corrupted/scarred),

- He feels disdain/contempt for not being able to really use them, but still seen taking well care of them (sometimes using them as comfort).