It’s been a long while, Tumblr.
Been missing RPing a lot -- the good parts of it, I mean. I miss hearing new music and building characters and making aesthetics and icons and gifs and the writing and being excited about creative stuff. I miss researching or looking for pictures of locations and stuff too.
I’m in a good place for the most part right now. Like, I still have no friends, but it’s easier for me to be healthy when I’m not looking for validation from people I like who aren’t like... familial-y obligated-ish to like me? I don’t know if that makes sense. I know it’s my problem, me looking for validation, and it doesn’t mean other people are bad people or anything. I just haven’t figured out how to healthily keep friends yet and for now just being with my mom and actually getting along with my brother have been doing good things for my health.
Honestly, I originally logged on because I saw a picture of Lily James on my pinterest feed and Riley just said last night that Kristen Bell was “such a freakin’ cutie-pie” and she used to say “young Donna from Mamma Mia -- she cuuuute.” and I like how he says girls are hot are cute and it made me think of dumb little tumblr posts people make about their families.
.. This is rambly and not full of sense because I haven’t eaten a proper meal since yesterday morning and my brain is NOT working today -- blanked out on so many things I was trying to remember already, haha.
But anyways.
Yeah. It’s just been nice how nice my brother’s been lately. Gives me hope that we’ll be friends as adults. We watched Frozen yesterday to see if he still remembered all the words -- he did.
