@seiized !
he’s panicking, struggling to breathe air into his lungs -- it’s like he’s drowning, a memory and sensation he’s very familiar with... something that only has him suffocating more. his mother has been the cause of so much psychological pain and torment, and just by having marina in his home is too close to danger for him. “ we should go -- maybe, fuck -- this isn’t... she’s gonna find you one day. when i’m not here -- when -- marina, i can’t put you in danger like this. i need to get you some place else! please -- ”












