#secondjourney

I've hit half a stone mark 👆 which means I've lost 7lbs, which means I'm the lowest I've been since I don't even remember. I don't know how my clothes are feeling, cos all I wear is sports stuff rn. I don't ever go out so I've no idea where my okay ish clothes are 😂. I'm running again tonight, 3 miles 🏃 maybe a little more if I feel okay. I'm just so tired, but it's probably because I haven't been using my supps recently so my folate might be back down again. The massive achievement is my alcohol intake. It's virtually nothing now from half - 1 litre of vodka a week. I'm not using it as a coping mechanism anymore, so it's an absolutely massive success for me and my willpower. All I want to be is back at 200lbs! That might sound crazy to you especially for my height, but I can't wait to be back there 💗. But man, this is so much harder for my body than the first time. #weightloss #weightlossjourney #fat2fit2fat2fit #secondjourney #fatloss #fitfam #fitness #health #workout #foodie

You’re out of pain and you cannot suffer any longer. You fought longer than anyone imagined you to. Now we part ways, but you are finally at rest. No matter how much someone needs to say goodbye, it’s always hard on one’s part to let it go. I was angry, I was mad, I had so many emotions that I tried to hide, but yesterday was the last day I to talk to my dad face to face even if he couldn’t speak to me or look at me anymore. When it’s real and in the moment no one has the words. Thank you to everyone who showed up to the viewing and the funeral. It means a lot to my family. No thank you to the people who just showed up to the reception to eat because I didn’t see half your faces at the mass or burial site. #nextlife #secondjourney #foreveroutofpain #nomoresuffering #youarefree #itsnotgoodbyeitsseeyoulater (at Valley Public Cemetary East Lake Ave) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0jaFEBJayy/?igshid=saz2rjd541sv