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I take requests! There is a forum in the description of my profile. Please go there or I will not take your idea. DM only to further elabrote on your idea or if you want to get to know me. I am open to making friends.

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RULES:

* Leave a description of the pairing in mind and their situation.

Ex: Yan! Sukuna x faun! reader + dark home * Please specify the gender of the reader! Or they will be written as I see fit. Most likely female. * I write Yandere non/con + dub/con content.

Without any other specifications to not include those topics, I will assume to write that in. * Don't Spam your requests. If you do, I will not follow through with your requests. * NO requests for incest.

* Stories with underage characters will be age appropriate. Or the characters will be aged up. * Kinks such as vore, scat, piss, etc. are off limits. I will not write them or anything similar.

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Hello!!! I am back after a hot hiatus. I've been struggling with work and my depressive nature. I have taken this time to step away and focus on other goals of mine. I am doing great for myself. I am re-enrolling in college, updating my desk setup (a.k.a- saving up for a big boi PC), and I've made new friends.

For the remainder of this month and next, I will take it slow. There's no such thing as weekly uploads. It's not like I even maintained that well enough prior due to my unpredictable work schedule.

Hopefully, by the start of the spring semester, I have more time. I will most likely quit and find a new, less demanding job. Plus school can't be that hard... *cries*

Projects

~ these are concept ideas that may or may not be worked on by the end of this month. If not done, they may be rolled onto next month's list or simply abandoned due to a list of reasons.

~ requests made during the remainder of October and November may replace a listed project below if I so desire, however, it's unlikely.

~ lastly, no dates will be mentioned. I couldn't live up to that -it made writing feel more like a chore than a hobby.

Reminder ~ do not spam me with requests through the forum or in PMs. I had an experience with a fan like that. It made writing unbearable for a while.

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Overall Thoughts:

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*Warning* These are my thoughts. Do not take them seriously. You can disagree all you want in the comments below. Enjoy!

First hearing about The Coffin of Andy and Leyley left a sour taste in my mouth. And it's probably for the same reason most people refuse to engage with the story being told by creator Nemlei. The notion on Twitter (or X, ew) dubbed this media as just the 'incest' game unfairly and failed to appreciate the themes being showcased by the siblings.

I believe that The Coffin of Andy and Leyley will grow in popularity by the release of the third episode. And this game will be a cult classic in no time, setting new records for storytelling in future indie projects.

I deep-dived into Nemlei's gameography, and dare I say, those other projects walked so Andrew and Leyley could run. There's only praise that should be afforded to Nemlei based on their improvements.

Watch or play through No-Good Noelle, which had come out three months prior, and see the differences. I also recommend Divilethion for those yearning for Nemlei's storytelling/art style.

But what those two games have in common, is that there's less to do for the players. While Andy and Leyley have the mechanics within its gameplay to be 10x more interactive for audiences. No wonder it had grown in popularity.

Now, to address the incest.

You do not have to like taboo topics. You do not have to engage with media that showcase it or be a part of a hate campaign because you don't like something. And as a society, we should bring awareness to media forms that encourage/promote dangerous ideology. Which in most cases does include incest.

However, art forms can get away with handling these taboo topics because they turn them into tools for driving a theme forward. And they aren't inherently romanticizing dangerous ideals. With that said it can be tricky for creators to handle these topics with care. You can hold the opinion that The Coffin of Andy and Leyley didn't utilize the concept of incest effectively in its narrative.

But, most people who've 'criticized' the game, dog pilled it because of the incest without understanding its importance to the themes. I get it, okay. It's disgusting that these siblings are down to bone.

Yet, as a writer, Andrew and Ashely are stellar characters with unique relationship dynamics. The theme of codependency is heightened by the pair's familial ties. Here's a little exercise:

Imagine Andrew and Ashely weren't siblings... They become slightly less interesting. Mainly due to the fact, they cannot uphold their OG purpose.

Episode two has two endings, Decay and Burial. Both hinges on the siblings making a choice to either let the past go or hold onto Andy and Leyley, their childhood nickname, now a source of resentment. Ashely idolizes the past while Andrew strives towards the future. On paper, they are foils of one another. These characters can work while not being related.

They could've been childhood friends if Nemlei wanted. But, then the plot would need to change.

Episode 2 wouldn't have worked to flesh out these characters equally because it was a murder scheme against their parents. Both Andrew and Ashely's interaction with their mother and how the events of the murder played out, heightened the themes of willingness to change or the lack of. And subsequentially, the codependency of the siblings.

At the end of the day, creators should be encouraged and pushed to create narratives through uncomfortable lenses. Sometimes a story can only stand out with that unique perspective. Nemlei's rap sheet as a game developer has never been taboo-free, however, it was this game that got them hated, bullied, and doxed.

Because of implied incest -from what I'm concerned. Aside from the dream stuff.

I'm not shocked, just disappointed that people took to the internet to be hateful about a game with merit.

I hope Nemlei takes this in stride and comes back to the platform with the release of episode 3. I am in love with The Coffin of Andy and Leyley. There are many unanswered questions. And I can only see a bittersweet ending for these characters.

Join me next time, when I give my thoughts on Andrew and Ashely Graves. I will deep dive into episodes 1 and 2 as well in the future.

⚰️🔪⚰️🔪⚰️🔪 Thoughts on Ashely Graves:

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⚰️🔪⚰️🔪⚰️🔪 Thoughts on Andrew Graves:

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Spent the last few days in Hermosa Beach 🌞! It’s all sun and happiness where I’m at in this stage of life.

I got tatted up by the lovely @neongyuen in Los Angeles.

He’s my twin flame💞🫰

Also traveling to San Francisco tomorrow 👀. I’m so excited to check out China town!

I’ve been rereading the Cruel Prince and a lot of Cardan’s actions went over my head, or I misinterpreted it. Still doesn’t mean the fairy fruit scene was any easier to read. 😭

I hate that scene with a passion. It’s so rapey. Which says something when the content I write consists of dub/noncon.

P.S. Not Jude predicting the death of the royal family and not realizing it 🫠

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Update on Benzo-Addict… I did not bring my laptop. This has made it incredibly more difficult for me to reach my desire quality. I’ve been writing it, slowly and steadily but I don’t feel confident in uploading it.

But, I’ll try to get it out tomorrow🥲 I’m such a procrastinator, I know.

Don’t be shocked if it doesn’t come out tomorrow. I might wait until I’m home Wednesday to quickly edit it in the morning.

But I feel bad 😭! I always delay this story. I don’t know but I feel so much pressure to make it good, especially since this is the last part. Or 👀

Hear me out….

I drag it on. Who needs three parts when you could have 8!?

Lmk if you have any ideas in the comments.

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