#seaspacesolace

oh no - bring me the horizon

and the lights are fading as the sun starts falling

and the fireflies are disappearing into the breeze

and june turns into july with a blast of heat

and a tidal wave of humidity.

and you’ve been falling apart ever since you turned

nineteen, sitting in the backseat of a test drive

with a crash dummy behind the wheel

and blood in your mouth.

and you know that you’ve only done this to yourself,

and you know that you’re not trying to change,

and you know that you’ll just keep falling

back into bad habits again.

and you tell yourself that everything will be okay.

Rules: tag 10 people you wanna know better

Relationship status: lmao single af (but also married to @pastel-franceschi)

Favorite color: purple and green!

Three favorite foods: pancakes, mac n cheese, anddddd apples

Last song I listened to: Hot Air Balloon by Owl City just came on!

Last move I watched: oh shoot uhhh either The Martian or Rogue One, I can’t remember which was more recent

Top 3 favorite shows: VLD, Sense8 (bc I’m watching it rn), and uhhh The Walking Dead?? (I’m not much of a TV watcher.... heck.)

Top 3 favorite bands/artists: Kesha, Waterparks, and Green Day (this was so difficult! also... first time ever that Rise Against didn’t immediately come to mind? I just haven’t been listening to my boys as often lately *sob*)

Books I’m currently reading: History of Wolves by Emily Fridlund, The Hobbit, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, Maximum Ride, Interview With The Vampire, The Universe in Your Hand, and Dracula. That’s all my WIP books. Have I read/started any of them recently? Hell no, but hey! I’m ~currently reading~ them...

People I wanna know better: shit uhhh this is where i’m supposed to tag 10 people isn’t it? @seaspacesolace @feadae @kellallyourfriends @pastel-virgil @bimikes @pastel-franceschi and 4 other people who are reading this and think “yeah that sounds fun”

Nicknames: jack Gender: void (genderfluid/genderqueer) Star Sign: aquarius Height: ~5′6″/5′7″ Time: 5:51pm (17:51) Birthday: feb 1 Favorite Bands: Waterparks, Rise Against, Green Day, As It Is Favorite solo artist: Kesha Kesha Kesha Kesha!!! Song stuck in your head: Born To Run by American Authors Last Movie: Justice League Last TV show: does RWBY count as a TV show? otherwise, uhh probably Stranger Things (heck I gotta finish s2) Why i created my blog: all my friends were on tumblr and i felt left out What I post/reblog: bad memes, politics, occasional aesthetic, etc. Last Thing I googled: weather Other Blogs: @varilia is where i live; @apolloandhisangel is my apollo/icarus blog; @benbissdefensesquad Why’d you choose your URL: bc my name is jack and im an alien How many people i follow: heck uhhh.... 1,522 (i feel like it should be like 3,000 dang. hmu with some blog recs?? lmao) How many followers i have: 529 here; @varilia has 470 Amount of Sleep: ideally: 10-12 hours; average: 6-9? i sleep a Lot bc i can now Lucky Number: 27 (7, 17, 21, and 25 are also good numbers) Instrument: bass guitar, have dabbled in both guitar and piano (i say “dabbled” in piano bc i took ~8 years of lessons, cumulatively, but can only remember how to play Fur Elise and Amazing Grace lmao) What are you wearing: red leggings + XL As It Is tshirt; boutta put on sweatpants tho Dream Trip: Athens + the Greek Islands --> Rome --> London over the course of like... two months? a Long Trip Favorite Food: uhhhhhhh hmmmm i have a hell of a sweet tooth but uhh ?? mac n cheese? pancakes? Favorite song: like... ever? of all time? of all the songs??? hhhHHHH UHH... shit.... lately i’ve been bopping to ‘icarus’ by bastille so we’ll go w that?? Last book I read: How To Be Good by nick hornby (actually just finished it before filling this out lmao) i had to read it for philosophy and it’s actually kind of a trip. addresses liberalism and the “i can believe in fighting for these causes but not actually act on them” mentality and it just. it makes ya think. idk. i liked it kind of. in an unsettling way.

Bloo - You’re amazingTangerine - We have a lot in common

140: Where do I want to live when older?

i dont know where i wanna be in the future. i just wanna be in a place that makes me happy with people that make me happy. 

141: Play any musical instrument?

i played the trumpet for a couple years

142: One of my scars, how did I get it?

i have a horizontal scar on the bottom of my chin. i got it tripping over a tree wire and bashing it on a brick sidewalk

143: Favourite pizza toping?

green peppers or onions

144: Am I afraid of the dark?

yes and no. like sometimes im okay with being in the dark but sometimes im scared that theres scary things there that i cant see

145: Am I afraid of heights?

yeah i am

146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

nope

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

frequently

148: What I’m really bad at 

uh focusing and motivation and not procrastinating