#scuffed thoughts

First of all, I just want to say this isn't about a specific person, just more so a pattern I'm starting to notice. I've had this in my drafts for a while but I finally figured out how to word what's on my mind.

I've gotten a lot of interactions from blogs lately that specifically have "ABDL DNI" in their bios, yet I'm ABDL. It feels a bit weird I can't lie. It feels like people see me as "one of the good ones" and that's wrong.

So I've been thinking on what people could change to get their point across without instantly excluding people in ABDL/ageplay who are just on Tumblr to explore it in a sfw way. I think the best thing to do would be to just say no k!nk or sexual interactions. Because if it is a k!nk for the person reading the DNI, doesn't adding on the ABDL just seem redundant? Plus that way it leaves room for people who are into it and not as a k!nk. Seems like the best of both worlds! That goes for ageplay too.

he just walks into a tattoo parlour that has very manly very military vibes and just throws money on the table and lets them do whatever

"i dont care, i like all your shit, just fuck me up bruv"

he doesnt even... look at them clearly after its done and healed. he just glanced at it, sees he's not getting ripped off and just goes on his way.

the artist definitely went ham on his sleeve and puts in references of stuff they like since ghost lets them do whatever, so when someone mentions things on his sleeve he looks at it and found out for the first time.

Gaz: Lieutenant, didn't know you were a fan of Dark Souls. Ghost: What the fuck is a Dark Soul, Sergeant. Gaz: Your tattoo? I see Artorias and a little Sif in there. Ghost: *Looks at where Kyle is pointing and sees a figure in a helmet and a little dog on his arm* I guess I am.

I know I'm always open for requests but I wanted to put out a special ask for some new ones tonight!

Honestly life's been hard for my husband and I. We owe a lot to taxes, my mom's not doing great and is a huge stressor for me, not to mention the horrors of the world. We both work fulltime and don't often get a break.

So I want to ask for some fun, tadc / poppy playtime requests. I prefer loose direction, like a simple idea. It's hard for me to do something when I'm just asked to "Draw ____ little." with no real direction. Also bonus points for Zooble and Gangle or Lily Lovebraids TTwTT

I really want to branch out and draw some more rare scenes you don't see as often when it comes to agere or caregiver x little art. I don't dislike any themes or interactions really, but I think that there's always a few that pop up more often than others.

I keep struggling to put into words what I mean here. I know I already do requests, but I really wish I could do more for people.

The huge reason as to why I don't draw free art of people/their characters is because I already do commissions for a living, a lot of them. Usually about 40-60 drawings a month. I really don't want to do that here because eventually, it'll suck all the fun out of my blog.

I still want to do something to give back more to the community. Though I'm not really sure what I could do. I'd like to do more things like icon edits, banners, moodboards, headcanon posts, etc. Just, things people find comfort in. Honestly, I would love to do art for people to use, so long as it still remains in my comfort level. Like still being TADC / Poppy Playtime / FNAF / Undertale / Deltarune related. Whether it be for their own pages or for them to use in their own icon / banner / moodboard edits.

It's not that I want to be more popular, I've been there before and it's honestly really hollow. Moreso I just want to know the art I'm making is having a positive effect in the world.

@little-kiddoh Brought something to my attention when it comes to tags. I'm going to start tagging all my visible diaper art with #padded and wetting/accidents/diaper changes with #needs a change.