Oh, you know, just singing some #youngandfree to ring in the new year at MorningStar! :) #scsl1415 #weareyoungandfree

Lord, not my will, but Yours. Not my desires, but Yours. She seems awesome, and I'm sure she's an incredible girl, and I know You love her and that she's chasing after You, but now is not the time for me to develop feelings. I don't even know her. This is a period of consecration. A period of giving my life completely to you, forsaking all friendships with girls and especially not even thinking about dating anyone during this time. Lord, take away these feelings of my fleshly desires and replace them with desires to know You more. I am not in a season of provision, nor am I entering that season which is another reason why these feelings are invalid and shouldn't be trusted. Whenever Your timing is for me, that's when I'll begin to pursue a friendship and eventually date the girl You bring into my life, but not until then. I want to be in Your will and follow Your plan, not my own desires.