#screamingontheinside

I randomly snap chatted Ryan Haywood thinking he wouldn’t reply and now it’s getting weird

Officially one of the saddest things, as the last of David’s possessions is being towed away. That little 2 wheel drive Ford Ranger was such a happy sight when we first met! Seeing it pull up to my house was butterflies every time! Eventually it made a permanent parking space and never left. Even though he never felt like it worked well and we ended up driving my El Camino everywhere. (I’ll never forget him backing it into a brick wall at Greenfield Lake Amphitheater lol) The little truck that could ended up taking us to New York and skidding us home from work in snowstorms, rain or shine. Cops have had to pull us out of snow banks… but we still always made it home safe! Happier times just left my driveway. He must have loved that truck cause he turned down every UPS and Amazon guy that tried to buy it in the last 6 years. Now almost everything of his is gone except pictures. 💔 #ohgodthisishorrible #screamingontheinside #fuck (at Connecticut) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnqOZutuM41/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Just another manic Monday...🎶 . . . . #sheep #sheepofinstagram #manicmonday #mondaymood #screamingontheinside #tired #doodle #doodling #doodleoftheday #practice #hybrid #characterart #ink #character #characterdesign #illustration #illustrationoftheday #drawingoftheday #drawing #sketch #sketchbook #popsurrealism #lowbrow #lowbrowart #student #crudelines #lineart #artist #artwork #cartoon (at Battersea Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3BwlqiBqio/?igshid=ntt42foqj8c6

filled with so much fucking pain and anger

Don’t mind me, just attempting to stiff arm anxiety through copious amounts of skincare, YouTube bingeing, and Sodastream cola ✨✨✨✨✨ #screamingontheinside (at Brooklyn, New York)