I know I sounded bratty and selfish in my last post but their reasons for moving are hella stupid tbh.. so I'm not completely on board. but I'm trying to be supportive. I don't wanna give unsolicited advice or opinions. unless they ask me what I think about the matter, im just gonna have to hold it in and try and deal with it on my own. cry alot, probably. winter is always the worst time of year for me. every winter thus far has been quite devastating. every single one. worst time. I hate. shit always hit the fan. grandma dying. Brian breaking up with me. Jona breaking up with me. Jeff breaking up with me. suicide attempts. almost dying. etc. etc. I'm trying to make each one better than the last. but now Sara, Lexle, and Jonep are moving away. fml. figuratively. I'm trying really hard to keep reassuring myself and telling myself I can handle this. I can handle this. I can handle this. fuk man. fukin a. ugh.