i feel frustrated with how people handle fictives and introjects with "problematic" sources. That those whose source are abusers are not allowed to exist out in the open. We aren't allowed to be loved. We aren't allowed to be interacted with or be mentioned. You will see hundreds upon hundreds of people from your source (related not direct in my case) but the second your source is an abuser. Nothing. I guess I'm not asking for anything. But, I just wish I could exist in a space loudly and not feel hated for something I couldn't control.
I don't want sympathy I don't want kindness I don't want understanding I want to be treated like a person. I understand why people are adverse to me. But, I am apart of this system and this body did not die. It did nothing I did. I am not a grave you are allowed to decimate because I share the same coffin with my sins.
- Lily Wojciechowski , SCP-4231-a
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