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Phoebe Bridgers - Scott Street

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by Phoebe Bridgers

This song truly grabs my heart and will have a special place in my heart. It reminds me of my happiest and most outgoing self. The one who enjoys anything without feeling guilty. The one who laughs with real emotions. The one who will not experience herself the pain that I am experiencing right now. The one who is unaware of all the small things in her surroundings. The one kid that everybody knows is just a happy kid. The one who enjoys little things and just does what she wants. Remembering these old characteristics of me makes me sad because I am so far from what I am before. If my two self will talk to each other I know that they don’t have similarities to tell. One is genuinely happy and one is deeply broken. Missing the old you is one of the most heartbreaking things you can feel because seeing yourself slowly fading away from the old you. Seeing yourself mature and will handle her problems alone. Part of maturing is losing people who had been special to you. Doing things alone and most importantly healing alone.

This song gives me calmness yet at the same time is painful to listen to. The line “Don't be a stranger,” made me remind of the people who are special to me. We shared a lot of memories that made them important to me. I don’t want them to be strangers because they are the ones who made me laugh and feel valued. They let me feel that I have someone to rely on. This face-to-face helped me a lot because of the interactions I have with them. They support and care for what I feel. But, if we need to be strangers I’ll let them go. People come and go, we cannot stop them from leaving if they want it. These people helped me a lot, they helped me heal and be myself. I know that someday we all be having different lives and different paths to take and ll I can wish is for them to be happy and make their dreams come true.

Friends really can make you feel okay. All those small and big things we shared will be treasured. If I were given the chance to live a longer life, I’ll use it to give them what they truly deserve and use it to thank them for their efforts and time. All of them will be treasured and will always be special to me.