#scottman

I realised I have around 10 published ScoEri OS now, so I figured I'd make a little masterpost to advertise my writing but also just to keep a trace of what I wrote so far!

You can read all of them here: https://archiveofourown.org/users/SapphireCries/works

Important: I never mention their ages in my NSFW OS, but in my mind, they're both adults❗️

My version of ScoEri tends to focus on:

Emotional intensity + safety

Messy attachment

kink / vulnerability / trust

Eric being genuinely seen for who he is and wanted despite trauma

Scott being loved despite how dark and sharp he can be

I'm processing a lot of traumas and complicated things through this ship. A lot of my writing revolves around unexpected tenderness, consent, safety, pain and pleasure, trauma, etc... I just love to think of ScoEri having a loving, sweet relationship... but it's hard to get them there in One Shots 🥹 so it usually starts dubious and finish on a soft note. The emotional core is usually tenderness, devotion and earned softness.

Published One-Shots

1. Lost and Found (Tampon Edition)

Word count: 3.2k

Summary: Eric Cartman has a problem. A bloody, humiliating, period-related problem. Desperate and panicked, he begs Scott for help.

Scott, of course, is delighted.

My comment: Featuring AFAB Eric. I know the premise is weird, but it was mostly a thought experiment about what would happen if Eric needed Scott’s help for something deeply intimate and vulnerable. This was my first published ScoEri OS, so it definitely feels like the beginning of me figuring their dynamic out.

2. After Sex Cuddles

Word count: 839 words

Summary: “... We doing after sex cuddles now?” he asked.

His tone was dismissive. Mocking, almost. But also, possibly hopeful.

My comment: Basically clumsy aftercare. I think with the kind of sex they’d realistically have, aftercare becomes emotionally necessary even if neither of them wants to admit it.

3. Reassurance

Word count: 2.2k

Summary: A client says something that deeply unsettles Eric. The only person he can turn to is the last one he ever expected to make him feel safe.

My comment: Very indulgent and comfort-focused. Protective Scott absolutely melts my brain.

4. Do You Forgive Me Now?

Word count: 6.9k

Summary: Eric shows up in Scott’s room wearing lingerie and convinced that offering his body is the only way to earn forgiveness for what he did.

My comment: One of the OS where I leaned closer to canon. Eric is basically trying to use sex as repayment for Scott’s parents’ deaths, which makes the emotional dynamic extremely messy in ways I really enjoy writing.

5. Ordinary Noise

Word count: 3k

Summary: Eric and Scott discover they might both be into pain a little more than expected.

My comment: Lubeless/prepless anal :P But also me exploring the very edge of consent and where fear, trust, intensity and desire start bleeding together. I love writing them drifting toward non-consensual territory only to find their way back into something genuinely consensual and emotionally safe.

6. Scarred

Word count: 5.6k

Summary: Scott discovers Eric was mutilated in childhood.

My comment: This one came from a period where I was morbidly researching FGM and trauma recovery themes. I’m more conflicted about it now because the topic is extremely sensitive and I don’t want to accidentally fetishize real suffering.

At its core though, the story is about Scott making Eric feel desired and safe in a part of himself associated with pain and violation. Which… honestly comes back in a lot of my writing.

7. Blackmail

Word count: 5.3k

Summary: Eric blackmails Scott into sleeping with him.

The problem is that Scott clearly doesn’t want to walk away.

My comment: This one practically wrote itself. Eric wants sex with Scott, but he wants it on his terms, so manipulation becomes a weird way for him to regain control.

Scott’s reluctance is mostly performative, which makes the whole thing very dubcon-coded in a way I personally find delicious.

8. Deeper Treatment

Word count: 5.8k

Summary: Scott thinks sex between him and Eric was fundamentally non-consensual… until Eric shows up dressed as a nurse and very obviously trying to seduce him.

My comment: Finally a slightly more wholesome one where consent isn’t the central conflict for once 😭

Also: Scott thinking roleplay is cringe until he’s suddenly VERY into it

9. Messy Little Thing

Word count: 360 words

Summary: Sex gets messy. Scott’s reaction isn’t gentle, but it isn’t disgusted either.

My comment: I just wanted to explore Scott continuing to want Eric even through awkwardness, accidents and embarrassing moments.

10. Craving

Word count: 2.7k

Summary: Eric is terrified his first time with Scott will hurt.

Scott has no intention of rushing him.

My comment: Pure PWP about their first time together. Softer than usual for them, but still very in-character. Scott isn’t overly romantic here - just patient, attentive and reassuring. Eric is nervous and needy. Lots of praise kink in this one <3

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Anyway yeah. Somehow this ship became: "what if two psychologically damaged people with catastrophic coping mechanisms became each other's safest place" 😭 I have MANY wips. I'm having the time if my life exploring their messy relationship and how tenderness can be born within it despite everything. I'll also start publishing multi chapters eventually!

Thank you for the ask! Even though Scottman is my favorite, I love both of these!

This turned out a bit long, I've always got a lot to say for these ships😆

Scottman

They never quite have a "relationship", for obvious reasons. It's more like an one-sided obsession in Scott's part, and Eric constantly trying to get rid of him (but using him to his benefit when he has no alternative).

Since Scott has no close relatives that would take him in, Liane adopts him and all three of them live together.

Scott is not attracted to Eric, but rather, what motivates his actions is hatred that has turned quite obsessive.

If his schedule doesn't center around tormenting Eric in some form, he is not going to function that well.

As for Eric, he could've forgotten about him altogether if Scott didn't keep coming after him, but inwardly he does find Scott to be attractive to some level (in the way one might think a passerby in the street is attractive) although he'd rather break a leg than ever admit it.

Because they're both awful, there are times when they "bond" (using the term very loosely here xD) over bullying others, especially poor people. But still, those are pretty rare.

Inside the house they'll fight over the pettiest of things. What they're going to watch on TV, or even someone moving the other's things from the place they're supposed to be even just slightly. When they think they've lost something the immediate suspect is each other.

Those fights might escalate to physical in the blink of an eye.

Before Liane took him in, Scott used to stalk Eric more frequently, and he even sneaked into his room at night a few times.

Eric would find a lot of his things rearranged the next day, but he never learned what was actually happening.

Heiman

Eric doesn't really love Heidi (because I think that's he's not capable of actually loving anyone) but he does care about her to some degree. The first days after they broke up he missed her, especially the beginning of their relationship.

But he's not sorry for what he's done to her because he doesn't think it's his own fault.

Heidi (in their teen years especially) is in love with the person she thinks Eric can become.

When they're about 16 they try to make a new start again but it ends up being an on-and-off kind of relationship with lots of fights, lots of crying and overall just a mess.

They do end up being each other's first time though. (Mainly because no other girl in the school would put up with Eric's personality, and as for Heidi, he's managed to make her think she can't really do any better.)

In general their relationship is Eric mostly abusing Heidi mentally, but they do have their kind-of-cute moments.

Eric gives Heidi small gifts when he feels like he has to apologize after a fight (jewellery, clothes, etc)

When they're both in a good mood, they like feeding each other on the mouth while eating.

They both have the same taste in music.

Every time I watch this scene I feel so, so stupid. Because I feel like a bait was dangled in front of me, and I fell for it and bit it. And now I ship this and there's barely any content so I'm suffering.