Qād been use to one-night stands; of falling into bed with strangers for something quick and feverish, but always leaving after all was said and done. Thereād been no point in staying around, no matter how much he mightāve liked the nameless party heād entertained that night.
But there was something about Merlin that was quite different than all the rest, and Q had spent the entire night, laying by the manās side, wondering just what it was.
Theyād drank, theyād talked, and Q had watched emotion play out across the manās features; emotion he wanted to whisk away, or share in itās burden, he wasnāt quite sure, but theyād kissed and it had started slow before itād picked up and became that feverish thing Qād been so use to from all his previous flings.
Theyād made their way to the bedroom; clothes were stripped away and exposed skin, bitten and kissed and an excuse to find a condom had Q pulling away, only to return a moment later to find Merlin sound asleep.
A disappointment for one rearing to go, as he were.
Still, the sight had caught him off guard, and instead of pulling his clothes back on and letting the Kingsman sleep, he simply laid down to tuck into Merlinās side, gaze tracing the line of the manās nose, his lips and jaw, watching as Merlin snored quietly away.
Before long, heād pulled up the bedsheet around him and lightly slept until he could feel his bed fellow stirring.Ā
There was a bit of grogginess, a moment of clarity, and then an apology, all of which he thought heād been prepared for, but inevitably was not.
āItās quite alright.ā He doesnāt mean to sound dismissive of the situation, even as heās re-adjusting the bedsheet heād covered himself with. Itās a moment of bashfulness, really. A low point. They were both grown men, after all. He briefly remembers palming Merlin through his trousers in their fever pitch.Ā
āWe simply drank a bit too much and let things get out of hand quite quickly.ā Itās an out offered as a consolation prize for the night that ended far too soon.Ā
@scotborn [ Youāre the first man Iāve slept with-- actual, literal sleep. ]