#school stinks

first off back near the end of january i got to see seventeen live in my state which was CRAZY!! it was actually so much fun and i even got to meet @omgnctchina for the first time and even went to the concert with @viastro!! 

(ง ื▿ ื)ว seventeen was so much fun and seeing them was a dream come true!! the entire experience was amazing and i even got interviewed by pledis staff with my friends so maybe look out for me in a future oty documentary!! (*/ω＼)

school has been alright i’ve been studying really hard this quarter since my classes have been pretty stressful for me ngl (╬ Ò﹏Ó) they ask a lot for the work load and ive been trying to grasp the concepts for one of my philosophy classes which is really hard </3

i applied for the university i want to transfer to and i really hope that i get in!! their transfer rate is 66.3% so i really hope that i get in because their PSYCH program is so good (;;;*_*) ill shit myself if i don’t get in... im applying for another university also just in case i don’t get into the one i want but i really do hope that i do...

tw// mental health talk; suicide attempt

now mentally... i have to admit that i haven’t been doing too well (╥_╥) i’m diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety and i’m on medication but they haven’t really been working as well as i wanted them to and it really caused me to go into a bad episode of depression and my anxiety wasn’t helping this at all and i spiraled very badly this month ;;

a lot of personal issues were happening with my relationships also that caused me to spiral even more and i was even hospitalized two weeks ago for attempted overdose... i’ve been very wary of adding this in but me not speaking up about it just adds to the stigma around mental health and depression and i don’t want that!! it’s okay to talk about depression and it is okay to reach out for help!! i’m currently getting the help that i need now even tho i had to reach my breaking point to get there (ಥ﹏ಥ) don’t be afraid to reach out and talk about it and get the help that you need!! ur feelings are soo valid always!!

tw// end