❛  your thoughts do not stop,  not even for a moment.  how tired you must feel,  my friend.  ❜

     ❝It’s odd. When my friends look at me, they see me. But when I look at myself, I see...❞ A jumbled movement between a shrug and small fit came about, sighing as he wiped snow away from the palm of his hand. ❝I don’t know. I don’t know what or who I see and I suppose that’s the problem.❞ It was a difficult and almost silly thing to admit, from his view. It was never in one’s best interest to admit that they didn’t even know their real self, at his age. This was a penance for teenagers and children, not for a man such as himself. But then, maybe he was no man at all, in that case.

     Shining teal eyes were settled upon the blanket of stars above them, sinking into that plane of darkness as far as the eye could see. The rooftop they sat upon creaked barely from his movement, shifting himself in his seat next to her as he threw the red haired woman a curious look. 

god she’s gorgeous

we love a good fluffy wolf!

“Those firm muscles that give off that sexy and strong vibe that could crush or protect you, silky long fiery hair, that slender form that attracts the eyes at all the right places, this confident and insanely charismatic gaze...”

Quinn smiled happily, stating all those things like they were so easy to tell.

Send me a ✐ and my character will write yours…    …… ➌ a “dear john” letter.

「  Elesis 」 @scendant

                      ⚔  ▸▸ How should he start? How should he go about it? Not without breaking her heart… and likely his face when she nails him for this. But…Lass had to, not out of choice, because it was for the best. Nothing good would come out of this, nothing … and that’s what hurts more. Elesis Sieghart was Strong, so strong, passionate and fierce. She had a strive, a goal… and a strong will, one unmatched by others. Even when her father was struck down, she was angry… furious, vengeful even at the culprit who caused his death, yet… she was so different from him. Seen it within her crimson eyes as he gazed upon her. The moment their eyes met, he knew… she wasn’t like him and never will be. He would never admit out loud, only clench his fist, grit his teeth and bear the blunt words, that was  W E A K, Lass would never display that vulnerability in front of others… knowing they needed him.

                  It was why he’d admired her… and some time along the way.

                                     Harbor an ever-growing Feeling that swells in his chest.

              Lass Isolet was doomed with this alienated sensation, of hopeless affection toward the woman he’ll never have. It’s only ever more painful just watching afar. yes, he was content at first, to simply watch and admire. Support and never crossing that line. Bury his feelings deep within the recess of his heart. Crush it mercilessly, out like a candle. So then.. he wouldn’t feel his treacherous heart beating and thumping so hard within his ribcage for this woman… the woman not only becomes the savior of him…but also she is his teammate, his leader whom he’d and the others had grown up together with. Feelings in him did not die… it only grew to the point, he was STRUGGLING to contain it. Fighting every day with the demon inside him, wrestling control back from its cold grasp, ignoring its words of telling him to ‘CLAIM’ her as his. No, it wasn’t right… she deserved so MUCH more than a broken like him. A damn fractured shard that fell from a cracked mirror that couldn’t be fixed.

                    And he wasn’t the only one interested in her…

                                        That was why… that was why Lass couldn’t do it anymore.

         That night. He only slips in a small folded note under her door. Like a shadow, he vanished away without a trace, not wishing to hear her responses, didn’t want to end up with a broken jaw too. Didn’t turn up for the group meeting in HQ, didn’t turn up for missions, or whenever the others seek him out. He simply disappeared, leaving behind those few last words in his note for her. One that held words he’d never spoken out loud, but told his heart’s message.

Elesis,

You’re the savior to my soul, the one I admire. The fire I wished to have, a determination that burns the brightest that gave me security. You gave me the reason to live. Your smile is enough for me to walk the road to my redemption, no matter how difficult or steep the path becomes. You’re the grace that soothe my hurting soul, and my feelings for you I can’t  phantom to describe. But I can’t let this feeling consume me, I’m not worthy of you, and I fear if I stayed too long… I’ll lose myself. That’s why….

Elesis. Elesis… I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I can’t stay anymore, please forgive me. In my own way, I’ll find a way to support you, I wished you the best in your journey, and tell everyone. I wished them to succeed. You’re forever my wonderful leader, I am always thankful to have met you, and here I write to you, words I dare not say. Within my heart and my soul, Elesis Sieghart. I love you. And it’s why I must leave. Goodbye, Leader, Wished you all of the best.

𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐖     world , not one she recognized nor knew of.  even chirithy had been confused , upon walking through the portal alongside her.  it was safe to say they were lost.  not the first time , of course , but still a situation she didn’t want to be in again.  lips curled into a slight frown , trying to decide if she should just return to daybreak town &. leave this place for another but her conscious  --  which sounded suspiciously like chirithy  --  stopped her.  it would seem bad for vulpes if she just up &. left a world because she didn’t recognize it.          ❝  might as well see where this takes me.  ❞