#scaredtofallinlove

I don't have a clue what I want.. Cause I don't want a relationship, Cause when you get into a relationship, you know there's only two ways it can go you stay together forever and fall madly in love and grow old together or at some point it falls apart, and if/when it falls apart, one of you or both of you are going to be left broken and miserable... Plus they come with hassle and you have to put in commitment & commitment, well I don't deal so well with it because it scares the shit out of me!! But at the same time I do want someone to laugh with & watch stupid films with, that wants to cuddle me.. Someone that wants to come & see me cause they want to not cause they want to entire my vagina and be a quick fxck and chuck.. I want someone to look at me lovingly and be sweet.. But maybe I need to stop being selfish and expect that no-ones going to love a girl that isn't willing to give back