#scaredoflife

what a mOtHeRfUcKiNg hard day... 👿🔫 ••⊱🖤tOo🥀DeAd🦇To🥀DiE🖤⊰•• #bloodsuckermotherfucker#lifeiskillingme#toodeadtodie#sweetlovelydeath#blacksoul#deadgirlsdoitbetter#peopleshit#joinmeindeath#musicismyreligion#ramones#badatbeinghuman#neverendingnightmare#aliveorjustbreathing#deathdoll#hatemylife#lostsoul#takemeaway#thisworldsucks#hellraiser#metal_pink#putyourdeathmaskon#scaredoflife#findwhatyouloveandletitkillyou#beammeup#needafuckingdrink#sataniccunt#kissmyassgoodbyebitch#allmonstersarehuman#godisalie#mydarkplacealone 🕸🌹💀🌹🕸 (hier: My Beautiful dark Twisted Neverland)

Oo that's great to hear it stays awesome. I will definitely be watching it over winter break! 

On the one hand, I want to be ambitious, productive, and make my life into something I can be proud of. I want a successful career that I can look back on with pride having made it on my own. But even looking into all these awesome internships, that I'm positive I'm not qualified to even submit my resume, gives me failure anxiety. I feel as though I'm going to fail, so why bother putting in effort. This is my first hurdle into the real world. And on the other hand, is the desire to never leave my bed and survive with internet and tea. How I could afford these things would have to be magical money.

* Screencapture of "Biggest Fans" taken last night on Saturday.

This will be my little Ghosties today. Real Estate people in and out next door. They started an hour ago. Ugg #scaredoflife #bullterrier