#scaredd

i really do need to figure out how to. not burn out. thats actually impossible tho. but like to mitigate it and rest as much as i can. not planning to tell my work im autistic but i may have to… its gonna be a huge adjustment :/ its so bittersweet bc i really really want to support myself and pay my own bills but my threshold for burnout is so so low. i was working 3 days a week and that was too much…… oh god what have i done

So the first day back to school. New school, New teacher New people, NEW KID. This it going to be a lot this year. First of the School is HUGE,  when I say huge I mean 3000 kids plus, I know that I will eventually get used to it and the people but today was a lot, I was nearly holding back tears mainly because of how overwhelmed I was, but that's neither here or there. I am going really make the best of this year in and out of school. I'm not be sitting in the House all day I'm going to get out, even if I have to take a bus I getting out of the house and doing something with me life. I am so happy to be back in a familiar place and to be awesome